When I lost you..// BakuDeku || TodoDeku (COMPLETED)

Chapter 11: I was happier with you

Bakugou's POV

"Deku, I'm here!" I shout as I walk in to the place we decided to stay in. It's been a few weeks since we've started doing this. I set my stuff down and started making some tea in the small kitchen we have. I decided I'll make a cup for Deku. He's gotta be here somewhere, he didn't reply when I came back. The whole class wanted details everytime I came back to the dorms. Everyone wanted to know what was going on and if Deku was ok. I was lost in thought when I heard the pitter-patter of Deku's footsteps. "Hey Kacchan!" He said cheerfully. I shivered. I haven't heard that voice in so long. I turned to face him and replied with a "Hey" as I got a glimpse of his smile. There's my Deku. He was wearing just a t-shirt and basketball shorts. I guess he didn't feel like putting on the whole costume. "Anything new with UA?" He asked. "Oh, not much. I just keep the same story going." I say. He nodded. I set a cup of tea in front of him once I finished and he took a sip. "What did you do while I was gone?" He looked up at me with a glitter in his eye. "I was just cleaning up the place a bit." He said. I walked to one of the chairs and sat down, Deku followed and sat across from me. It was silent for a while, til he spoke. "Anything happen with Kirishima?" He asked softly. It's a random question, to be honest. I'm not quite sure why he'd ask about Kirishima. When I looked up at him to reply, the look on his face immediatly eliminated my confusion. "No nothing happened at all. I've been trying to avoid him." I say. Deku nods and takes another sip of tea. Before I knew it, he stood up.

Deku's POV

Sit down. Sit back down. What am I doing? I called him Kacchan out of habit, but after I saw the way he lit up when I did, I couldn't bring myself to let go. I asked him about Kirishima, considering I was fearful he had moved on. I stood and walked over to him. I sat on his lap facing him and cuddled up close to him. I felt my eyes leak tears, and I held onto him tighter. I was waiting for him to push me off, but he just put his arms around me and held on as well. I was regretting everything I'd done. I tried to get some words out, but all I managed to say was "I'm sorry" in between sobs. "Deku." Kacchan said my name with a weird tone, so I looked up at him and saw him crying as well. "I missed this." is all he said. I never wanted to let go. Nothing else mattered to me, all I wanted was to stay with him. He lifted my face to meet his. "I'm so sorry. I don't really know why any of this happened. All I know is, I was happier with you." I couldn't speak. I just pulled Kacchan into a kiss. I kissed him more passionately then I ever have. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and he placed his hands around my waist. He broke the kiss and began kissing down my neck, just how he used too. I am happiest when with you, Kacchan.

--Back at the hideout--

Todoroki's POV

Why isn't Deku back yet? It's getting kinda late. I tried to call him, but no answer. Damn it! He's with Bakugou right now, that's probably the case. They're just talking, maybe discussing the next step to our plan. I think about being a villain like it isn't a bad thing. Becoming a villain is a huge kick in the face to my dad, considering I wish to reject his power. That day at the sports festival with Deku.

"You really think you can beat me with half your strength? Look at me, Todoroki. You haven't even left a scratch on me yet!"

Those words meant something to me. He'd always confused me. He'd always made me feel some sort of way around him and I figured out why not to long ago.

"It's your power! Your quirk, not his!"

He helped me learn that the power I have isn't my dads power its mine. How I use it will determine wether or not I become my father. Seeing the way Bakugou would just throw away something so amazing just because of a simple theory, it's pathetic and honestly embarrassing. "Guys I'm back!" Deku's back. "How'd it go?" I asked. I walked over to the door and greeted him. Everyone was doing they're own thing at the moment. "Went pretty well." He walked over to set his coat on the bar counter, and thats when I see it. A hickey. "I see you had some fun." I remarked. I gave me a confused look before he watched my eyes divert to his neck, where the hickey was placed. "Ok so? You did the same thing when we were alone." He says. That is true. "Anyways, it's late guys. I do have some news in the morning though." Deku added, before heading to the back room to go to sleep.

Deku's POV

I regretted this. All of it. I was wrangled with fear in every inch of my body knowing I was sleeping in the hideout of the League of Villains. They think I'm on their side and it needs to stay that way until I can get to UA. I was never meant to be a villain. All might didn't lend me his power for me to just throw it away and join the other side. I was meant to be a hero, because deep down I know I've found a way to stop the League. It's all I can think about. Constantly having terrific ideas on how to destroy them is getting to much to handle. "Mr. Deku?" I heard a voice I barely recognized. I looked up and Kuyo walked in. He sat next to me and I sat up. "Hm?" I reply. "What's UA like?" He asked. "Are you sure I can tell you?" I say. "I've hated being a villain. Always running and hiding. Taking lives just because I feel like it. I wanna be a hero." These words pretty much slapped me mentally. "Can I be honest with you?" I ask, making sure he's not playing a role. "Mhm!" He says. "I plan on going back to UA." I whisper. His eyes gleamed. "Are you planning an ambush on the LOV?" He says back, looking intrigued. "Well-" He turned my head to face him. "Let me help you." He said, looking into my eyes. I nodded and smiled. He smiled back and hugged me. I know what we'll do. We'll leave for the place Kacchan meets me at and tell the others I'm showing Kuyo around a bit. Then we'll go back with Kacchan to UA and explain everything. It's perfect!

{again, risky chapter. I'm getting worn out with this story day by day so the end might be coming soon cuz this is the most chapters I've writen in one story. I'm OCD so it'll probably end at 15 chapters or so. I'll try. The next chapter maybe the end and who knows- maybe I'll leave it on a cliff hanger- word count- 1259}