The Unforgivable and the Unforgettable

chapter 4: waking up

*Jess's P.O.V.*

I lay in a pool of blackness. My mind cloudy. Unclear.

What happened?

I thought hard and remembered the girl with the white skin, black lips and eyes, and the hate towards me.

Uhg then the bitch cut my face and set me ablaze! I was burning like a bonfire!

Who does that shit to people!

I tried to see beyond all this blackness, squinting and swooshing my hands.

I suddenly saw a figure and walked over.

It was a woman. Not any woman...My Mother.

My mom, brother, and father were all murdered...by me...when i was only 11. I didn't know why I did it but it just felt...good. But i regret it. The police blamed it on the neighbor and i got away. But at age 14 i killed my foster parents and ran away. Since then ive been a killer on the run. Well they dont know i did it but they suspect.

But here was my mother standing in front of me. Her tall skinny form clad in a pair of jeans and a lacy, frilly, loose white top. Her long black silky hair framing her pale complexion. Her black lashes making her icy blue eyes very noticeable. She looked beautiful.

"Mom?" I asked. My voice barely a whisper.

"Yes honey. It's me. " she smiled and i ran over, tightly embracing her.

"Mommy im so sorry. I didn't mean to! I don't know what happened! I didn't mean to kill you or daddy or brother! I didn't know why i did it mommy! Please don't hate me!" I cried into her shoulder, loud racking sobs erupting from my throat.

"Shh baby i know. I know. We all forgive you. It's ok. I must tell you that me daddy and Luke all love you. And thats why im here to help you. Yes sweetie we're dead now but it's not your time. Not yet. Thats why you got to go. Im sorry. Goodbye" she kissed my forehead and backed away and waved.

Then i started falling. I fell deep down, down, down, into the dark abyss, then i stopped.

I could now feel solid objects. I was alive. But where?

I was laying on some sort of cot. Though it feels like a hospital cot.

I heard a soft beeping. And felt a needle or two in me.

Yep definately a hospital. Great.

I couldn't see because my face and my body we're wrapped in gauze.

My body ached and my mouth burned. My throat was itchy and dry, my lips cracked, and my cheeks.

Oh dear lord my cheeks feel awful! They burned and stung like a mother fucker!

I ran my tongue along my cheek and i could feel gauze!!!

Holy shit! I have two giant gashes in my cheeks!!!! Ahhhhg!!

I snarled as i felt restraints on my hands.

"HEY! GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCHES! LET ME OUT! IM GONNA KILL YOU! ALL OF YOU! FUCKING BASTARDS!" I screamed wripping off one of my restraints.

I heard footsteps and was suddenly being held down by two people.

"Mrs. Please calm down and we'll let you loose." Said a male voice.

*Jeff's P.O.V.*

I startled awake at the sound of screaming and thrashing.

"HEY! GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCHES! LET ME OUT! IM GONNA KILL YOU! ALL OF YOU! FUCKING BASTARDS!"