Staying Frisky (Male Reader X Female Frisk)

Chapter 5: Burns and Scars.

It's been a few days now, just about a week since you fell into the Underground. This whole time, you've been wondering to yourself if anybody back up there, really wonders about you. What if they don't care, or are happy to know that your gone? What if they always wished you dead? Is it better down here then it is up there? That's been the thought that has been stuck in your head since you got here. Frisk doesn't know that these have been your thoughts recently, even though you both tell everything to one another. 

You and Frisk woke up, and realized that you wanted to explore the rest of the Underground. 

Frisk: We should ask Toriel if we can explore the rest of down here today.

You: Yeah. We should ask after breakfast. 

Frisk: Okay, lets do it.

You and Frisk got out of bed, put on your shoes, and exited your bedroom. You still have your bed next to Frisk's. Ever since you became paralyzed for that little moment, you've been thinking about a certain thing. Why did Frisk say that she loved you back? Does she really love you? I mean, you started getting feelings for her too, or, you've had them for a long time. Ever since you were 12 you've had feelings for Frisk, but you never would actually think about it, and you even tried dating somebody else. That made Frisk jealous, thinking that you'll spend more time with your girlfriend then you would her. So you ended up ending that relationship, and you haven't been dating or having any sort of love relationship for a while. Frisk is basically your family here, and you feel like your making a wrong decision by having these feelings for her. 

As you thought to yourself, you didn't even realize that you were basically sleepwalking. You accidently made your way downstairs. The place was eirry quiet. The downstairs was dark, so you had to squint your eyes to see what was this place. You noticed that it was a long hallway, turning left after a while, and the entirety of the floor, walls, and the ceiling were purple. You took one step, before you heard Toriel.

Toriel: My child, what are you doing down here?

You: I'm sorry mom, I accidently walked in here while I was thinking to myself.

It felt so weird, calling Toriel mom. You've never got the chance to say that word in your entire life. Who exactly is your mom? And who exactly is your dad? And why did they leave you at the orphanage. I mean, it was great that you did, because  you ran into Frisk, which Frisk has been an important role in your life. 

Toriel: It is alright, you are forgiven, but please, come back upstairs, I finished breakfast.

You: Okay.

You took ahold of Toriel's hand, and walked back upstairs. You enjoyed going back, because Toriel's home really makes you feel like, well, you have an actual home. Of course, you really don't, and the thought of still having to be in that fucking goddamn orphanage is killing your mind to think about. But this place, really feels like you can live here. If you go explore, you would always come back here, to this home. 

Toriel brought you to the dining table, and Frisk was already there. She had a worried expression on her face. She never really like that you sleepwalked when you think to yourself while walking. You don't like it either. You want it to stop, but you don't know how to make it stop. 

You sat down next to Frisk, and then you started eating breakfast. As per usual, it was amazing. Your honestly surprised that Toriel isn't a chef or have a job that requires cooking or baking. 

You: So..... mom..... Have you ever thought of being like, a chef, or a baker?

It still felt so weird calling her mom, but your trying to get used to it.