Unspeakable

23. I miss Dad

After Shen Kanyu had done all the examinations, he still wanted to see his family. He asked Aunt Lin for his father's ward number, but when he walked to the door, he hesitated to go in. In the end, he just sat on the bench by the door in a daze. Thought that although there was a wall, it was very close to them.

The central air conditioner was on in the hospital, and he was shivering from the cold while sitting on the bench. The clothes were too large, and no matter how they were tucked, cold wind would get in through the gap.

How could it be... so cold today.

It was so cold that his mind was confused, and he began to have many messy images going back and forth in his mind. The clearest one was when he was hugging his mother's thigh when he was a child, and his mother picked him up helplessly.

Mom's embrace is the warmest and softest place in the world. Although he only hold it for a small amount each time, he really want to nest in it again.

Has he started daydreaming again?

The sound of pushing the door suddenly sounded in his ears, and Shen Kanyu shivered. He looked up and saw Li Qing walking out from the inside. A surprised look appeared on his face, but he soon returned to calm.

"...Mom," Shen Kanyu immediately grinned and called out to her mother hoarsely, "I'm all done, and some test results will come out later, so there should be no problem, they can be donated to Dad. ."

He raised his pale and thin face and looked at Li Qing eagerly, like a child who got high marks in the test and wanted to be praised by his mother.

Li Qing said to Shen Kanyu calmly: "Well, Aunt Lin told me."

"...Oh, okay," She didn't expect that she was not the first person to tell her mother the good news, and Shen Kanyu was a little disappointed. After sniffing, he quickly laughed again, "By the way, mom, the egg yolk cake...Did the nurse bring it to you? Did you eat it while it was hot? Is it delicious?"

Li Qing nodded: "Well, it's pretty good. It's delicious."

Shen Kanyu held his breath and waited for Li Qing's affirmative answer, and immediately his eyes brightened with excitement: "Really? Then I, I will buy it for you tomorrow, every day!"

Li Qing couldn't help laughing when he heard his childish words: "No need, how can i eat it every day."

" Yes , yes." Shen Kanyu nodded, and pulled out a bank card from his pocket, the card face was many years ago style, a pair of parents holding a child.

He handed it to Li Qing with both hands: "Mom, this is for you. There is some money I saved in it. You can, you can use it to pay for Dad's medical bills, and then buy something you like... Okay?"

Li Qing Some stunned, he reached out to pick it up, Shen Kanyu was so nervous that he didn't dare to move, for fear that she would not want it, when she took it, his hands were shaking with joy, and he said earnestly in a hoarse voice: "The password is what you and Dad still have. Add up the birthdays of my brother. It's easy to remember.

Just add them when you forget them. Mom, you look at this card, right? It's like the three of you. It's very collectible. You can keep it if you run out of money. Don't...don't throw it away."

The last sentence is a plea. The trembling and low voice made Li Qing feel astringent in her heart. She held the bank card and smiled softly at Shen Kanyu: "Well, don't throw it away."

With her smile, Shen Kanyu's eyes flushed with tears. It almost came out, he sucked his nose hard, lowered his head and quickly rubbed his eyes to wipe off the salty liquid. He stretched out two bony arms towards her, choked and said, "Mom... mom can you give me.... a hug...?"