Unspeakable

Alternative Ending

    Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu, wake up!" Consciousness Vaguely, his body was as light as a duckweed in the sea, Gu Yansheng seemed to hear someone calling him.

    Gu Yansheng didn't want to wake up, it was hard for him to leave the world without Shen Kanyu - for him, it was like a world of endless purgatory.

    Ten years

After Shen Kanyu left ten years ago, he was like an empty shell, living like a corpse for ten years, just to raise the two children|to adults and leave them a family property that can be carefree for life, otherwise He couldn't bear to let him wait for him so long in the next life.

    What caused him the most pain so that he couldn't sleep for countless nights was that Shen Kanyu never believed that he loved him until he left. Waking up from the near-death childbirth of the little gourd was only because he was afraid that it would be too hard for him to raise the child by himself, not because he knew that he loved him.

    The little gourd's name is Shen Lu, and he is almost the child that Shen Kanyu exchanged his life for. After giving birth to him, his body is getting worse day by day. But Shen Lu likes to cling to him, so he takes care of him personally. When Gu Yansheng scolds Shen Lu unbearably, Shen Kanyu will beg him not to scold him, not to dislike him.

    Because Shen Lu looked like him, he was very afraid that Gu Yansheng would hate this child because of it.

    He fell ill in the bathroom on the second day of Xiao Hulu's eighth birthday.

    Gu Yansheng didn't know how much pain he had that day, all he knew was that he got up very early and cooked a hearty breakfast for him and his two children, and then he didn't eat a single bite, but just sat by and watched them laughing, his eyes crooked Yes, with a slight dampness.

    Later, he said that he went to the bathroom, but he didn't come out for a long time. When Gu Yansheng went in to look, he was holding a blood-stained rag in his hand, and it was poured into the bright red that he spit out.

    There were traces of cleaning on the ground and on the sink—because he couldn't clean it very well, there was a faint blood red residue.

    If he can still hold on, he will definitely clean up the place, and then go out, as if nothing happened, smile at them gently as always, and talk to them as if nothing happened.

    But he couldn't hold it anymore.

    After going to the hospital, he gradually ran out of oil and lamps, and he seldom woke up, and couldn't talk to them a few words, but one night, he silently left the hospital bed where he had been tossing and turning for several months, and gave him A very short letter was left.

    The letter paper seems to have been soaked|wet|wet|wet by liquid, the surface of the paper is uneven, every word on the letter is written stroke by stroke, but it still looks messy|loose, probably because he really has no strength when writing:

    Ah Sheng, Little Hulu is already eight years old, he is very sensible, he is good at taking care of himself and protecting his sister, you won't be so tired anymore. But he is still a very young child, you should love him more and don't dislike him.

    It's time for me to go. I've been wanting to say a few more words to you, but I'm a little slow. You're too busy to listen to me for a long time, so I'll write a letter. It doesn't matter if you don't want to read it.

    That’s right, I’m sorry to trouble you for so long, you will be a very happy family of three in the future, there will be no extra people, this can be regarded as my birthday present to Xiaohulu~ But I still hope you can meet someone you love very much He, he also loves your |'s| person very much, if such a good person is with you, the four of you are also great.