GreenFlame (Won't Be Finished.)

Coles feelings (18+)

Cole's POV

Did I hear that correctly?
Did he just say that he chooses Kai?
Our relationship was nothing but a waste of time.
He was still in love with another man while pretending to love me.
Did he think of him while we were in bed together?
When he moaned loudly, groaned softly, and quivered with each touch. Did he not think of me?
Was I just a replacement for Kai?
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"Cole..?"
I looked at Lloyd with tears in my eyes from both anger and sadness.
"Get out." I growled at them.
"Both of you out of my apartment. Take your things and leave!!" I yelled at them- a tear running down my cheek.
I don't usually cry.
Yet this really hurts my heart.
"Cole I'm sorry." Lloyd tried to apologize.
"I don't want to hear it. Get out." I wiped away my tears.
I watched him shuffle his way to our- no MY room. He had his clothes and bags in his arms. He didn't look sad he looked regretful. It hurt my heart once again.
I glanced over at Kai who tried to keep his glee from coming out. I wish that was me.
I glanced back at Lloyd. He gave me a little hesitant wave then left out the door, Kai following him.
As Lloyd left the memories played though my mind.
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"Cole look! A puppy! Isn't it cute~?" The blonde boy smiled from ear to ear.
I nodded, "yes it reminds me of you." I could see him blush a light red.
It was our first date at the park.
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"Cole...~" Lloyd moaned my name softly making me grow more inside of him.
"Lloyd.. you're making me want to pound you all night.." I confessed as he felt more tighter.
I ran my fingers along his back stopping at his tailbone. I kissed his back leaving marks as he shuddered.
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"You seriously watch this ?" I judged Lloyd as we both stared at unicorns hugging.
Lloyd turned at me with tears in his eyes, "shh! This is the best part!"
I stared at him for a second, admiring him, before looking back at the screen.
I love him.

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I loved him.

More memories flood my mind. The good and the bad. The innocent and the naughty.
I know that this is the end of us. I thought I could make him fall for me- yet I was played.
I should have never had hope.
I went to the fridge and opened it, the light shining on my face.
A round huge cake is sitting there.
With writing, "will you marry me?"
A small box on top of the cake, bellow the writing.
I pulled the cake out and sat it on the table.
Slamming the refrigerator door, causing the things inside to shake a little,
I walked back to the table eyeing the box.
Tears filled my eyes as I snatched the box and opened it.
A silver ring with a gorgeous green emerald diamond on it.
I clasped it in my hands, sobbing quietly for a couple of minutes.
I threw the ring as hard as I could out the window- the ground shook a bit.
I went back to the table and sat down in front of the cake.
I began to dig my hands in the cake only to eat it out of my hands. Slowly at first then faster as the time went by.
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This will be a new life. A new life without him.
And to think- just a couple days ago I wanted to spend my days with him forever.
Goodbye green ninja.
Good bye Lloyd.
I loved you.
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A/N: that was sad :(( Next chapter will also be 18+
I'm in class at the moment (it's 11:55AM) and I wrote this next to my peers- I was afraid that they would look over my shoulder and see what I was writing ahah. Anyways- thank you for reading' :)
~Jae
I found that photo on Pinterest. I wrote "Will you marry me cake"