Happiness of Revenge (Mikey xReader x Sanzu)

Chapter 4

You wake the next morning to an alarm going off. Slowly sitting up to find the source you realize Haruchiyo is still lying next to you. Hearing the alarm as well he begins to stir, delicately fluttering his eyes open, he looks over to you.

"Mmm~ good morning my little cherry." He plants a kiss on your cheek as he rises to grab his phone off your desk across the room, turning off the alarm. "Sorry I had set an alarm yesterday so I could get up early enough to do some light shopping before the morning crowd starts, since I'm typically too busy to do mundane tasks like that at more common times. I set it before I even came to find you yesterday and I forgot to turn it off after I realized I'd be spending the night."

You stand up, out of bed letting a yawn escape your lips as you stretch your arms above your head. "Oh it's okay. Truthfully I didn't plan for you to spend the night, but I was just so tired after all the craziness of yesterday and I didn't have the heart to kick you out." You sleepily walk over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist and nuzzling your face into his neck.

"Oh, I see~ wanted to use me for a little bit of affection then kick me out?" He teases you, wrapping his arms around your shoulders.

Pouting, you remove your face from his neck to look him in the face. "I wasn't trying to use you I swear. I just make it a rule not to let anyone besides my significant others spend the night, let alone sleep next to me after only knowing them for less than a full day. Last night I wanted to spend more time with you, but I ended up falling asleep on you."

"Well after yesterday I hope I'm somewhat close to becoming a significant person to you soon" Haruchiyo, gives you a quick kiss on your lips. "Besides I know you're not that kind of guy who sleeps with just anyone, so even if it was an accident I still feel very honored I was the exception to that rule of yours."

"You're overall an exception to my rules Haru." You rest your head on his shoulder, holding him tighter.

"Hmm? How so little cherry?"

"Well I don't kiss guys I barely know, especially after admittingly almost kissing someone else just prior to that." You feel a little ashamed of yourself for almost kissing Mikey.

You feel him tense a little under you at your words. "What do you mean? Did you almost kiss someone else before kissing me?" Jealousy was hinted at in his tone, obviously he was trying not to sound like he was though.

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to make it sound like you were a second option." You remove your head from his shoulder, looking up into his lidded beautiful eyes. "I just was stupid earlier when you all had gone outside. Mikey and I were talking through things, he hugged me and was a little too close for too long. My touch-starved mind wanted to kiss him, but I didn't because I knew it'd be wrong. I'm glad that I did let my feelings get the best of me when I kissed you though." You were starting to worry you had messed up what little thing you'd started with Haru, before it could fully begin. He was silent, just studying your face, clearly a little upset himself.

Casting your eyes down to the floor, you released your arms from around him, moving to turn away from him. "I'm sorry, I'm probably making it sound worse with all this. I just felt so alone the past few months especially, I had spent most of the day with Mikey teasing each other thinking nothing of it, denied him his request to spend the night, then having an intense argument the next day with him only to have him hug me, so when his face was inches from mine i got really confused as to what i wanted. He didn't see the hurt in my eyes like you did. You were the one who followed me, you comforted me despite knowing me for less time than he did. You seemed to really care about me at that moment and when that feeling of wanting to be kissed had washed over me with you the same way it had with him, I knew I was somewhat correct for wanting to kiss you. Like even if you were faking the concern it still felt right deep down to kiss you, I don't regret it at all. If I did kiss him though, I'm sure I would have regretted it instantly... ARGH! I know i'm not making sense and I'm sorry." You were growing frustrated with yourself and your lack of being able to properly express what you were trying to say.