"Jeon Jungkook "
It was a darkly world and a painfully fall, I can tell that all my bones get hurt because of it
"Jeon Jungkook...please wake up "
I don't want to believe neither to deny but I'm hearing your voice calling me from afar
All I can see is black, am I dead?
"Kookie I want my ice cream now"
Why do I remember those memories now?
I'm smothering as if I'm in a sea but I don't know how to swim, someone save me please.
"Someone save me, this big child is eating my ice cream "
Why are does those memories following me? Whenever I closed my eyes I see them
There was so much pain behind those words...a pain made me forgot what happened next
Until when am I going to stay here between ghosts all looks like you and voices all sounds like yours?
"I'll buy you an other one"
That was my voice , I heard it while seeing us back then we were happy...when I was happy
"Go and buy me an other one"
You looked so beautiful, like an angel comes from up above, I was falling to every single word from you
You put your hand inside my jacket's pocket taking some money , smiling victoriously
" ok Kookie stay here till I come back and don't let girls flirt with you and your handsome face "
You kissed my nose and run toward the ice cream trolley that was in the other side of the public jardin
My eyes become so watery, what if time has stopped back then?
What would happen if we were still like this?...if we were still happy?
You take your ice cream showing it to me while waving and smiling happily
I feel my head is about to explode and my heart is about to get ripped
I don't want to see...I don't want to complete this...no
I closed my eyes for a second but when I opened them...it was the hardest second in my whole life
The ice cream fall on the ground next to a bloody body...
People crowded while I was frozen like a fetish in my bench not even breathing
As if the universe stopped sadly because of what it loses, i felt everything inside me dying, I watched fearfully not believing what just happened
This is...my baby...my child...my sister...my girlfriend...my mom...my life embodies
I was sitting while all this happened , I was sitting like a stranger who doesn't care while everything inside me was screaming and yelling because of pain
