I run toward the jardin where we were yesterday, that old homeless lady was sitting down one of the trees.
She was watching me bogging wet because of the heavy rain, I was so pitiful .
Don't pity me, I don't need it, all I need is my baby
"You saw everything right? You saw my girlfriend that was with me yesterday right?"
I grab her shoulders that was covered with a jacket of wool...I felt her trembling under my hands that was barely able to hold a straw.
I hope she'll say yes, even if it's a lie..I'm ready to believe it.
I'll lie to myself, I'll lie to everyone if it had to
She fondled on my shoulder with pity and sorrow denying all what I wanted to hear
She's punishing me, I know...I took of my coat and put it on her shoulders passing my hand on her back to make her feel warmer
Maybe she'll except it as an apology and tell me where are you my love
"I'm sorry if we made fun of you, I'm sorry if she called you envy but she's a good person and doesn't deserve to leave...she doesn't deserve to leave"
I wiped my tears roughly looking at her watery eyes..no...no please...don't cry now, I can't take it
"Tell me that she was here even if she wasn't "
But she passed her hand on my wet hair sadly.
Jin will tell me the truth, he was talking to her, he sees her just like I do.
I don't know how much time it took me to reach the restaurant , but it looked a distance longer than the earth's diameter .
Jimin was standing out there ready to turn the lights off announcing the closing of the restaurant when I run straightly toward him.
"Jin , where is she?"
Jimin's cold features turned to caring ones...screaming of pity
But all I was focused on was jin that looked down holding tight on his shirt once he sees me
Not you too my friend...not you too
I shake him roughly begging for an answer telling me that she's still here...that my soul is still here
I'll believe anything now...anything telling me that who linked my soul with an although is not soaked at the bottom of the ocean no surviving to who soaked in it.
"It's been a year...no one was able to face you with the truth because you didn't except it Jungkook "
His tears were wetting my shirt that was already wet because of the rain...he was hugging my body stopping me from falling down.
But even thousand hand won't be able to save me from falling .
Because a thousand hand won't be as tight as yours.
"You should go on with your life Jungkook...you should let go of the hand that let go of you long time ago"
It was a black world and what I heard after was your lovely voice.
