What if....

Chapter 6

John didn't really know what to do in this case. Although he had a feeling that she somewhat felt the same, he wouldn't expect her to reciprocate it this much. He had no control over the situation and didn't mind one bit.

He eased into the kiss, getting on top of her. Sera wrapped her legs around Johns waist, pulling him closer to eliminate any space between them. Sera took no time in putting her tongue in his mouth and started playing with his tongue.

She could still taste the mango juice from when he drank some at dinner and was enjoying every second of this. John was still in shock about the whole situation, but thought that what was going on was nice so why stop it.

Once their lips split apart to get a breather, Sera took no time in attacking Johns neck. She started slowly kissing and sucking on his neck, leaving marks for them to admire later. John just moaned, feeling every bit of her lips and saliva on his neck leave a mark.

After Sera did a number on his neck, she took no time taking his mouth again, this time much more aggressive. She started pulling his hair while they were playing tongue twisters. She heard the groan through his mouth, making her smile internally.

This time, John took the lead. He split up the kiss, attacking her neck. He slid his hands down her body and onto her hips for better grip on her. He started biting and sucking on her neck. "John~" To him, that was music to his ears and he didn't want to stop. She started pulling his hair, stopping him for one second before continuing to suck on her neck.

"Let me help you out there~" Sera said, tilting her head back to give him more access. As she said that, John stopped like he was a deer in headlights.

"Here, let me help you." He stopped whatever he was doing like if it was a switch that had turned off and stood there. 'I don't deserve Sera. I can't do this, not until I tell her everything. I need to be honest with her, just not yet.' He let go of Sera, and was just laying down on her.

Sera noticed the sudden change, it was pretty easy to tell considering he was just all over her neck and was now just laying down on her. Sera didn't want do stop what they were doing, but knew something important must've happened for him to randomly stop.

John was hiding his face on her soft chest, softly holding onto Seras arm. She wrapped her arms around his neck, and played with his hair slowly.

Sera didn't really know to approach this whole situation, so she was glad when John brought it up for her. "Sorry, I was just thinking about something and I wasn't in the mood anymore. I'll make it up later, I promise."

Although she was upset that her lust wasn't being answered to, she would rather wait for him to be at 100 percent. "I'll hold you to that promise. From what I just experienced, it seems like it will be worth the wait." Sera could feel his little smile on her chest, making her smile.

"Oh and by the way John, I like you too if you didn't pick up the memo" she told John sarcastically. Although he wanted her all to himself, he needed to restrain himself. Until he was completely honest with her, he couldn't have her.

'Will you still feel that way when I tell you everything that I've done? It doesn't matter how much I change does it? It'll always come back haunting me. Not until I come to terms with it, but can I ever do that?'

John started thinking about everything that he did back at New Bostin, but quickly shook the thoughts off. He has started changing into a better person, from everything that he had done with his Dad, making new friends, (especially Sera) and even becoming a superhero.

Although he still had those negative thoughts, he would do everything in his power to stop them. To change his whole attitude. John had everything he could ever want and wasn't going to throw away this second chance.