Warning: mentions of drugging of a minor, drugs, assault, etc...
Jazmine
Over time I've accepted the fact that King's brother drugged me. Do I feel nasty? Yes. Does King know? Yes. King pulled his brother off of me before anything further could happen.
King is not like his brother, King is sweet. King is better than him, wants to pursue bigger things, isn't an addict, is smart, caring, etc...
King's brother is shitty. King's brother is a lot like Robyn was. King's brother has been sent to rehab a number of times, to church meetings everything but has not changed. King has arrived to do better.
King is not his brother and I understand that, but I cannot shake the feeling of being physically assaulted that way. The awful things he said.
However I've not been able to really talk to King at all. I don't him to apologize on his brother's behalf. He's very remorseful.
My phone rings in my back pocket and I check it to find that the last person I want to talk to is on the screen. Well the second to last person.
Robyn:
Hey Jazz 😍😍
*see attatched image*
I click to open the picture to see that it's a picture of me and Robyn, Mom, and Mama together when I was probably 3 at Sixflags Astro World. I kinda remember that day. The twins weren't born yet. I think the sixflags used to be in Houston. This is probably like around 2004 or 2005.
Me:
❤️❤️❤️❤️
I don't know how to feel about Robyn. Yeah we hugged but that was just that night. I don't forgive her but I also think that I'm making the situation miserable by running away from her.
Robyn:
Would you like to go out?
Anywhere you wanna go I'm okay with.
I just stare at my phone. Jazmine you can't run away from her for long, she'll just keep chasing, I think.
Me:
The mall
Robyn:
Perfect. I'll be paying.
When is a good day.
Me:
Saturday
I have nothing to do so if that works
Robyn:
Okay, perfect
I love you
Me:
*seen*
Everyday I wonder why her kids weren't good enough. Mom had post partum depression and spent her days with us kids and took herself to therapy with mama (for other problems going on as well too.).
I mean mom took it upon herself to learn how to cook right, that's when you really know she was in a low place.
Robyn just shot her veins up and expected me to forget.
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Next chapter will be a flashback.
