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Children

NO ONE POV

There are many reasons why people want to have children. Some want to have children because they feel they're missing "something" in their lives. Some want to have children because they want to learn more about themselves. Some want to have children because they want to learn more about the man or woman they love. Why did Janet and I want kids I don't know. It was like we were following a book. "How to live the expected normal life." We're doing everything well but we couldn't come across children. It's not like we couldn't talk about it because we could but there was never a set to stone reason for having a baby. But when we finally did it was amazing having the clearance and understanding of why we want to move our relationship further and to a deeper level than what we are already in. The day was March,3,2001 the day we decided we were ready to have a kid. We were in bed holding each other like always. All for you is close to release.

Janet POV

Toni and I lay here in bed I'm thinking really hard about children lately and so has Toni. It's not like we get in a fight about the topic it's just we don't have any good reason to want a child other than it seemed right for us. Toni was watching Martin laughing like she didn't see these episodes a hundred of times. I had to talk to her because I finally knew my reason for children. I paused the show and Toni looked at me her laughing dying down slowly

"Why did you do that it was getting to the good part."

"They're all the good parts let you tell it. But I had something I wanted to say and I needed your full attention."Toni climbed on my lap looking at me which was making me nervous she started smiling because she knew.

"Don't be nervous baby tell me."

"Children I finally have a reason why I want one." Toni started smiling we have been waiting for one of us to come up and say it sometimes I can see Toni thinking about it.

"I'm ready to hear what is it," Toni said squeezing my hand's tighter I can see she's excited.

"Well anybody will probably tell you that having a child has taught them so much about the world and themselves. And that's the first thing I want. They teach us new things about the world things we could never figure out. As annoying as those hour-long tantrums can be, for instance, they remind us to express our emotions no matter how much we want to keep them bottled in. Teach us to savor the sweet moments of playing in the bath and tumbling across the floor because, before you know it, they'll be independent and driving their car! I know our life wasn't always sunshine and rainbows but we can ensure a healthy, happy, and secure childhood for our little one's life I know we can do it because we both have so much love and care for each other I feel we should share it more. Boy or girl I don't care as long as I can have it with you." Toni was in full-blown tears and so was I. We were just looking into each other's eyes not saying anything the moment was speaking for itself. We had gone to the doctor a long time ago and got lost for potential donors. Toni leaned down kissing me taking me by surprise because I was in my little world.

Toni POV

Hearing Janet say that made me cry which I did. Every word she said replayed in my head over and over again. How she looked in my eyes and never left eye contact. I could see the kids however many we have running around and us sitting in the bed then coming jumping on top of us. I leaned down kissing Janet not knowing I was doing it. Just happened and I wasn't gonna stop it. After some time Janet pulled away caressing my face and smiling.

"I love you Michelle and I thank you for helping me see the reason for wanting children."

"I love you too I'm glad that I'm doing everything with you." Janet and I spent the rest of the time holding each other and looking through the donor list.

"Okay, what about this one. Donor 1238503, who graduated from Yale, is a surgeon, 5'11. Volunteers in a homeless shelter he's perfect." I said reading the list to Janet.

"Yeah he is but he's white. If one of us carried this baby he or she will look white and we will have some problems." We both started laughing and kept looking until Janet found one.

"I got it perfect. Donor:3847292, graduated from Harvard law, so of course, he is a lawyer. 6'1 and black. Volunteers at an animal shelter every Thursday." I kissed Janet because I guess she found one.

"Okay, he is perfect let's go with him. I guess you got good choices." Janet laughed pushing all the papers on the floor. Then she stopped and it was like something hit her.

"Who's carrying the baby."

"I can sense your album is coming up and you don't want you to stop." Janet started pouting and pushed me off of her.

"I don't want to miss anything with you by the time I come back your pregnancy will be over hell I'll be lucky enough if I make it to the birth of my child." Janet folded her arms scooting away from me. Like I told her to make another album. I tried coming closer but she kept moving.

"Look I know you're upset but you made a new album now you got to do everything that goes through with it. If it makes you feel better I can wait to do it until everything's over."

"No, I couldn't ask you to do that we were so set on it now. You can come with me then when you can't fly more you stay home the tour is for 8 months I guess we will be fine." I smiled hugging Janet kissing her repeatedly.

"Well, when you're gone I might need Donor:3847292 to come to fix my sexual needs when you're gone," Toni said laughing but I don't find that funny I grabbed her by her throat kissing her as my life depended on it.

"That wasn't funny Michelle looks like I have to fix that mouth of yours." Toni smiled undressing slowly.

"Fix it, daddy."

A/N- Baby names?

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