Natasha R. / Scarlett J. (x fem reader)

< Sick (Natasha Rom.) >

NEW  STORY UPDATE and HAPPY NEW YEAR from me. (This chapter is insperated on a reallife expirience) I was a bit off the day. I am currently writing on another book too and already have there a few Chapters. I gonna publish it on my birthday as a gift from me to you guys. Now have fun with the Story

-Not proof read-

TW mention of selfharm (short)
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I am one of  the first Avengers, we fight a lot together and the only person i trust 100% is Natasha, she is my best friend and she knowsme and I her but sometimes i can still trickher.

I usally never catch a cold but this time it was the worst i would ever had.

First Day

I had to sneeze a few times at the day but nothing else happend Natasha looked at me but  just said "bless you" and go on with what she was doing.

The problematic think is about me that i dont sneeze quit no it sounds like Yoshi  dont ask me how but at the end i always do the weird noise.

But like i said that was all what happend.

Second Day

I sleeped terrible or better not at all that night i couldnt breath bc my nose was closed and i sweat like  hell.

I went downstairs to the kitchen and made myself a cup of tea. I love tea so it isnt so weirdthat i only drunk tea at morning but i didnt did that in a long time. Anyways i went after the tea back to mybedroom and made myself a bath so my airways could get free.

It really helped so after the bath i went down to the training room and trained a bit. After that i was so empty, i had no energy at all so i took a nap.

3 Day

The nap turned out into full sleep, i woke up at 4 am and couldnt go back to sleep so I draged myself out of my bed but it was so cold, it was freezing so i went searching after my biggest and warmest hoodie and joggers.

And again i made myself a cup of tea but to go so i could walk a bit around to the forest i found a few years ago when i joined the Avengers at the New York battle. Its my place where i can go when i need a break. I told Nat about the forest but not about my spot there maybe i gonna show her at some point.

I went back to the compound but i lost a track of timeit was already afternoon and i dont get better i was still freezing. When i was about to go to my room i  saw Natasha in the kitchen i waved at her and she looked at me like she saw a ghost.

I didnt know why so i just walked to my room and changed my clothes again. I really feeled tired so i wanted to sleep but again i couldnt so i took a blanket made myself a tea again and sat down in the movie-room on the couch.

"sneeze-cough-sneeze-cough" it didnt stop. It was now 3am and i couldnt take that so i sat done in the kitchen and got lost in thoughs.

4 Day

I didnt noticed anything around me i was like in trance. Nat couldnt sleep either and went down to get a glass of water when she saw me there sitting on the kitchen chair not responding but coughing and sneezing and also trembling. She run over to me and said my name over and over again but didnt respond.

"NATS POV"
She was sitting in the  kitchen the last few days Y/N was kinda off and didnt looked good. In the way as like she catched a cold. Yesterday when she came back her lips were blue and she had massive eye bags.

I have massiv feelings for her and cant see her in this way, when she is hurt or sick so i gonna help her and made her feel better.

When i went over to her she didnt respond, she is really bad sick so i have to take care over her, she is always there for me and helped me so much so its now my turn.

I took her to my room bridal style and lied her down in my bed. I feeled her head and she had a fever so she had to sweat it out. She had a nightmare i could tell cause she was trembling a lot and woke up from her trance shivering ad screaming. I took her in my arms and hugged her. She melted like in instand and calmed down.

It was kinda weird, it feeled like she never got hugged. After she calmed down she apologised for hugging me. She distanted from me and was still trembling. She was shaking and crying and tryed to cover it up. I took  her in my arms and hold her tigh and when she tryed to get out my arms i just hold her tigher she was rambling words like "i am sry" or "i wont do it" she didnt stoped.

I leaned down and kissed he, her lips were so soft and we melted into the kiss. And for the first time she opened up completly for me. She told me about her childhood, she wanted to be grateful for it bc it wasnt really bad, she had problems andshe only listend and helped everyone but nobody asked her or listen to her.

-TW-
She told me that she had hurted herself many years ago but could stop aftermany tries.
-TW END-

But the only thing she ever wished for that someone would hug her from time to time and that it not come from her, that they would go to her and hug her. That broke my heart, she never really got a hug she got always pushed away and got told to stay away.

We cuddeld up and i hold her warm, soon we both falled back asleep.

5 Day

I woke up cuddeld up to Nat in her arms, my head on her breast. "Hey" i heared her say "how you feel" she stuck my hair behind my ear. I smiled up to her and cuddeld impossible closer to her. "Better" i said in a really raspy voice, not bc it was morning but bc of all the coughing.

Till now Nat cared about me and took care of me. Afte a few days i feeled better again and Nat and me got closer and end up dating andtold eachother our feelings.

I feel much better now, not bc i am not sick anymore also bc Nat is by my side, and love and hug me so often and i love it, now she is my safeplace and we build a house in the forest, there we have just eachother and we dont have to care about other problems.

"Y/N breakfeast is ready" nat screamed upstari, "Coming!" Okay dear dairy i have to go to my beautiful girlfriend and maybe today fiancé see you.

And with that i closed my Dairy and went down to Nat.
"Why did that took so long Darling?" she asked me while turning around. I kissed her gently on the lips "Ah just my favorite Story yk"

A smirk appeared on her face and she hugged me-

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-1250 words

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