SUNSET (On Going)

You Never Know

"Because I'd rather save someone's life by giving up mine than living my fucked up life. I am hoping that I win our deal because I would love to save you. If I lose then she owns me." I admitted, they all went silent.

"My life is like hell right now and you guys are the only people giving light to it. I-I..." I couldn't continue because I remembered what happened not so long ago that made me tear up.

"Let it out, you can tell us if you're comfortable. Don't worry, we won't judge." Lisa told me calmly. I took a deep breath before telling them the story of my life.

"When I was young, I have always been the target. I was bullied. They judged me like haters judged you guys. Haters never knew nor met you but they state their opinions as if they know you guys. And it was not just by people at school nor from another fandom but I was bullied more at home. I was always seen as the kid who always makes mistakes and I was even considered a mistake by my own parents. I used to have this best friend who helped me get back to my feet but we eventually separated ways, just recently-"

"What's the reason?" Jisoo cut me off.

"Jisoo." The other three called her.

"What? I'm just curious."

"Don't cut her off." Jennie said.

"So-"

"It's okay, Unnie."

"To answer Unnie's question, it's because she couldn't defend me and herself from her own girl friend. She was too afraid to let her girl go so I just let them be because I have no right to judge their love nor relationship. I just hoped she at least defended herself because I don't need someone to defend me since I was used to being alone. And after that incident with those two, I went home to my family since I didn't want to go to my apartment. I also hoped that my family still has a heart and at least comfort me but I shouldn't have. I was shooed away. They threw me away like I was trash haha." I laughed but it seems like my tears weren't planning to stop.

Jisoo, Rosé and Lisa wanted to come to me but was interrupted when Jennie said something.

"Girls, can you guys let us talk for a moment?" Jennie asked the three while looking at her bed.

"Uh, sure." Jisoo said.

"Sure, Unnie." Rosé said.

"Okay, we'll guard the door in case someone interrupt you." Lisa said as she pull the other two outside the room, locking the door.

The room was quiet. We didn't have a conversation as soon as the girls left. The silence is making me nervous but the sadness I feel after telling my story is heavier.

"Come here." I flinched when I heard her speak. When I thought Jennie stans are scary, Jennie, herself, is scarier.

"Y-Yes?" I asked, nervously.

"Do you want to make a deal with me instead?"

"What?"

"Didn't you hear me the first time?"

"I heard you but I was shocked so I spoke without thinking."

"So?"

"Uh sure but I already know I will lose."

"How so?"

"Hello? You're Jennie Kim! The Queen of Games. It's already impossible for me to win." I said that made her laugh.

"Silly! The deal is, if your heart is compatible with mine, I lose. And if I lose, I will grant your wishes."

"Sweet! And if I lose?" I asked.

"If your heart isn't compatible with mine, you lose. And if you lose, you will live with my mom and your deal with the boss will be canceled. I will think of a way to chenge her mi-" I cut her off.

"No, Unnie. With that deal, only I would benefit. What's in it for you?" I asked.

"A happy heart before I die."

"HAHAHAHA"

"Why are you laughing?" She asked.

"You don't seem to understand why I'm confident enough to have a deal with your bitch-ass boss."

"I don't?"

"You definitely don't. Here, feel my heart-"

"Dude! She just asked your girl to feel her heart! I bet that blink is a pervert like you!" Someone whispered, loudly.

"Chu! Why do you think like that?" Someone whispered back.

"Guys, shut up! I can't hear them." Someone else whispered back.

"We can hear you guys." Jennie said.

"Sorry!" The three said in unison.

I grab Jennie's hand and place it on my chest where the beating of my heart is felt. I placed my hand on top of her while I look at her.

"This heart of mine wants a new owner. She is tired and almost dead with me. She's beating because she knows she has a chance to find a new home. And she will have her new home but are you willing to let her in?" I said.

"I-I can but don't be too confident. As you said, I am the Queen of Games so."

"Yes, ma'am!" I said.

"You guys can come in now." Jennie said.

"So, what did you guys talk about?" Jisoo Unnie said.

"You heard all of it." I whispered.

"What?" Chu asked.

"Nothing, Unnie haha."

"Let's eat dinner in a while. BLINK, would you mind joining us?" Rosie asked.

"Would love to! Will we eat a lot?" I asked.

"You eat a lot too?!" Rosie asked.

"Yes!"

"Omg food besties!" Rosie said then we jumped excitedly.

"Let me join too!" Lili said and jumped with us.

"Hey, don't forget about me!" Chu joined us as well.

"If you want to break this building I will just call for a wrecking ball to help you. That's easier and faster."

"You're really scary Nini" Lisa Unnie said while pouting at Jennie Unnie.

"She really is, Unnie. Even fans that chose her as their bias are also scary but who would've thought Jennie, herself, is scarier in real life." I fake cried.

"How about you?" Lisa Unnie asked.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, who is your bias among us?"

"It's actually, you but-" Before I could even say I love all four of them equally, they started bombarding me with questions.

"Ha! I am the the best!" Lisa said then laughed like a villain, loudly.

"Why? Am I not enough?" Chu asked, fake crying.

"No, I-"

"I thought we were food besties." Rosie said, sadly.

"We are, it's just that-"

"Already figured that one out. You're quite like her in some way."

"Uh-" I was interrupted again buy this time, by a door crashing open.

"I have the results."