Everlasting Regret

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TAEHYUNG POV

Could it be him?

The possibility of Jungkook being the one who brews my daily caffeine makes my heart swell. In all honesty, the barista's cute little art on my coffee made my whole being to grow soft for said barista. It's not as if I was falling or even a developing a crush on him, especially when I clearly have not moved on from the man in front of me.

Although the utter coincidence of my ex-lover being my barista boy would give me this delusional thought of us being meant for each other. I was close to slapping myself back to reality and how absolutely ridiculous to have such thoughts of Fate.

Sue me for becoming a hopeless romantic after meeting the most beautiful and kind-hearted person in the world.

As much as I want the confirmation I needed, the fear inside me made my voice hesitant to speak it out. The 'what ifs' in my head swirled my thoughts to something pessimistic.

What if he stops making me coffee?

Or worse, the cute drawings he made will not appear in my drink anymore?

Would he be the one to reject me?

"Hyung? Is everything alright? You seem to be spacing out there"

His soft and angelic voice cut off my thoughts instantly, all attention now directed to Jungkook and Jungkook only.

I could only apologize in my head on how dumb and stupid I was back in high school, for leaving you and brushing off your feelings.. ignoring my own. It's ironic on how afraid I am that you'll leave me after this, when I deserve it.

With a forced smile, I shook my head.

"Sorry about that, Gukkie. I was just.. thinking is all"

"It's alright, hyung. Have you thought of an order?"

My eyes barely glanced on the menu due to how distracted I was on trying to appease my buzzing head. Feeling sheepish on how long I must've been in a daze, I decided to go on the safer route.

"I'll.. have what you're having..."

A chiming laughter echoed through my hear.

"What I'm having? Are you sure about that, hyungie?"

Oh God, that smirk could kill thousands of warriors in a single glance. His tone shouldn't sound so sensual when he seems to be teasing, it must've been my own panicking brain trying to embarrass me.

Still, it didn't stop my cheeks from reddening as if I'm in front of my teenage crush. Maybe, it's because I am in front of my general crush, fuck.

"Y-Yes... I am sure"

Whether he noticed my stutter or not, Jungkook only hummed at my answer and called in our server, who never stopped giving my head piercing glares, to order.

Which made me get back into space, Yoongi being Jungkook's Boss and Hobi orders his special coffee in said person's café... there could be a possibility of him being the one who's been making my drink every single morning.

Just the thought made me feel giddy, my own delusion thinking on how domestic it sounded.

Should I ask...? How though?

Being an idiot as usual, I didn't notice Jungkook already finished ordering for us and is staring at me with an unreadable glint in his doe eyes.

"I miss you too..."

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 10, 2022 ⏰

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