Where are you? | Seungin

HAPPY ENDING!!

October 30, 2017

Seungmin's diary

Something just felt off
I'm not sure what happen
But I headed to the airport
Two days ago
I'm back in Korea
I checked on my family
They seemed worried
Why won't they tell me why
They're worried?
I decided to go see Jeongin today
I'm sure he will be happy
I'll finish my daily entry later

Seungmin grab the present he brought with him for Jeongin the closer he got to Jeongin a house the more uneasy he felt causing him to run as thoughts flooded his head
"Is Jeongin the reason he felt the need to come home?"
"Jeongin is okay right?"
"Of course he is doing fine it's not like he is weak"

Before he knew it he was at Jeongin front door and the uneasy feeling had taken over every emotion Seungmin opened the front door and went straight to Jeongin bedroom where he heard a lot of coughing Seungmin knocked as he pushed the door open and froze as he saw Jeongin standing on a stool

"Jeongin? What.. are you doing?" Seungmin asked as he slowly looked around the room and at Jeongin

"S..Seungmin?" Was all Jeongin could say before passing out

Seungmin reacted quick enough to catch Jeongin before he fell on the ground it took Seungmin a few minutes to remember to call for an ambulance

October 31, 2017

November 1, 2017

November 2, 2017

November 3, 2017

Jeongin slowly opened his eyes before closing them again due to the brightness of the room

"Jeongin?! Are you awake??"

Jeongin mentally smiled at the familiar voice

"Chan? Hyunjin? What if.. I was too late?"

"Seungmin stop hurting yourself with these thoughts"

"Hyunjin is right Seungmin and that... only time will tell"

Jeongin managed to open his eyes again and look around his eyes landed on Seungmin who looks like he had been crying

"Seungmin I'm sorry" Jeongin used all his strength to talk to Seungmin

"Wh..? You're awake!!" Seungmin rushed to Jeongin side and hugged him

"Seungmin let him breathe!" Chan called out but was ignored

November 4, 2017

January 7, 2018

March 10, 2018

"Yang Jeongin what are you doing!?"

"AAHH! Nothing!!!!"

"Fine you want to do it the hard way.. Kim. Jeong. In. What. Are. You. Doing."

"Uhhh... you see Minnie I'm uh.. ripping out blank pages in my diary?"

"Let me see what you ripped out"

"Oh no.."

Seungmin read each entry that Jeongin had ripped out

"Did it help?"

"Huh?"

"Did writing how you felt help you even a little bit?"

"Not really"

"Then why didn't you tell someone how you felt?"

"The only person I could tell is you but... if I did then you would've worried"

"Of course! I care about you why would I not worry??"

"I don't know!! It doesn't make sense to me either! It's just what my mind always told me!"

"I'm glad you're here still"

"Huh..?"

"I'm glad to have met you and I am so proud that you held on as long as you have"

"Seungmin..?"

"I'm just really happy that you did your best with everything even if all it was is getting out of bed for the day so please never feel like you haven't accomplished anything because even just opening your eyes in the morning or whenever you wake up that is an accomplishment and lastly... I love you a lot"
(Everything Seungmin says to Jeongin here I more so wrote it for all of you guys from me)

Jeongin ran up to Seungmin and hugged him

"I'm happy that you asked me out Seungmin"

"Me too"

Thank you all for waiting for this and for being here and enjoying my story in all honesty I've lost a lot of motivation for writing which makes me pretty sad because I truly love writing for people but I'm also aware that without motivation and drive any story's I write will more or less be pretty crappy... I want to write.. but I just can't so I'm also sorry if this wasn't what you were exactly hoping for

Mochii