|Bad Boy| ft. kbreeezo

Part 20

*I just layed down and tried going to sleep but I kept thinking about Kobe and I just couldn't find any way to go to sleep so I went downstairs to get something to eat just because I was a bit hungry*

Dad: *snores* Y/N: *sighs* Dad: who's there? Y/N: it's me. Dad: me who? Y/N: your only daughter. Dad: oh, what are you doing upstairs I thought you would be sleep by now. Y/N: I uhh- I just can't sleep. Dad: hmm. Y/N: did mom come home. Dad: uhh yea she's actually... wait I- I don't think she came home. Y/N: oh. Dad: but she's fine... I hope. Y/N: k, well I'll be upstairs. Dad: alright. 

*I got some ice cream and went upstairs and close the door then turned on my tv and watch (whatever you wanna watch) and more into the show/movie I got a call from star*

The call:

Star: girl- Y/N: what do you want. Star: it's important, and sad for you, umm Kobe didn't make it. Y/N: what. Star: yes he didn't make it. Y/N: but he was fine when I was there. Star: Y/N he's gone. Y/N: but- Star: I'll give you some time.

*end of the call*

*after that I just cried into a pillow and after crying for I bit I found a way to go to sleep*

*next morning*

*I woke up and still couldn't believe that's Kobe was gone and I had nobody to talk to about anything, anyways I went downstairs and there was a plate made on the counter with a note beside it*

*the note*

Y/N I know your probably upset that you didn't see me last night before you went to bed but it's gonna be hard for right now. And Ill try to get home on time tonight hopefully.

-love mom

Y/N: *sighs*

*I threw the note in the trash and sat down and ate my breakfast very slowly because I was really upset, then Derek came downstairs*

Derek: ok so your probably gonna be mad but I couldn't pay you back so- Y/N: it's fine... Derek: you ight? Y/N: yea I'm fine... Derek: look at me. Y/N: derek- Derek: Y/N.

* I looked him in the eye and Derek he always knows someone is wrong with me when I look him in the eye a certain way*

Derek: see I knew something was wrong. Y/N: nothing is- Derek: don't lie to me, you look depressed. Y/N: just go away. Derek: Y/N what happened. Y/N: I dont wanna talk about it. Derek: just tell me, I'll probably understand. Y/N: I can't. Derek: fine, but you cant be sad, so I'm gonna get you some lunch for later. Y/N: aww.

*i hugged him and he hugged me back*

Derek: ok let go I gotta go. Y/N: ok. Derek: bye. Y/N: bye.

*he left and I put my plate in the sink then went upstairs and watched tiktok and saw two friends a boy and a girl and they were playing around and I had a flash back of me and kobe*

The flash back:

Kobe: ok mini me I see you. Y/N: *smiles* shut up. Kobe: *laughs*

Kobe: idk you look kinda cute from my point of view. Y/N: *smiles* no I don't. Kobe: maybe your right. Y/N: that's just mean. Kobe: *laughs*

Kobe: *sigh* fine I'll just sit down and be a nerd like you. Y/N: I'm not a nerd- Kobe: what's -7 x -8 x 100. Y/N: uhh that would be 5600? Kobe: hmm something I nerd would know.

Y/N: Kobe give it back. Kobe: or what, your to short. Y/N: *sighs* just give it back. Kobe: ok fine.

Y/N: ok I like... food😂. Kobe: bruh... Y/N: ok I'm sorry😂.

Kobe: CJ look. CJ: wow a new toy Tysm. Y/N: 🙂.

Kobe: I hate you. Y/N: I was joking. Kobe: your annoying. Y/N: 😂.

*end of flashbacks*

Y/N: 🥲, *sighs* I'm gonna miss you.

*and luckily I had some pictures of Kobe to look at*

The pictures:

(Ik y'all see that or is it just me😏)

Y/N: *sniffles* aww 🙂, I wish I could tell you everything I wanted to. Y/N: I wanted to tell you all my feelings, I wanted to tell you how much I cared for you, and I was ready to be together yk, but I guess we can't be together now or go on that date. Y/N: and I just wished my last words to you were better than what they were, I didn't mean to say any of that I didn't mean any of that's at all and I'm sorry.

Y/N: you probably don't care about my apology, but I hope you do and I just want you to know that I loved you and I still do, but I was just to afraid to tell you. Y/N: and I wanted to be official but I didn't think you wanted to so I just waited but I guess I was to late. Y/N: *cries* I'm gonna try and keep it together for you, ok I promise.

*After just being depressed for a bit I kept getting text messages but I didn't really wanna answer them until I saw who it was...............