"Look at you darling.All whining and crying, like the little slut that you are".
"P-please",I pleaded as tears rolled down my cheeks.I couldn't take it anymore.If he doesn't let me finish this time, I think I might pass out.
"Beg for it and I migh...
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This fragile little human-my mate- slept on my bed carefree and absolutely unaware to the hurricane of thoughts and emotions going through me right now. Something that I hadn't felt in a really long time and, suddenly having to deal with them was taking a toll on me,making it almost impossible to reason and process all this sudden change.
To make things even worse my demons have been going haywire since we met our mate, while I tried and did my best to ignore them. But I was fooling myself. Eventually I would have to deal with it all, whether I liked it or not but it was easier to pretend.
Even though it was a sudden and huge change yet saying that I was unhappy, would be a lie. It might take time to totally understand and make amends with both my brain and emotions. Though that wasn't the biggest problem of them all, and I very well knew that avoiding it would make it worse for both of us but I wasn't ready to deal with it, yet.
My train of thoughts was broken when my mate mumbled something incoherent in her sleep and turned over. The covers falling off her body and onto the floor -and like the gentleman that I was- I picked them up and draped them over her again, tucking her in.
So cute.
Wait! Did I just fucking think that? What the actual fuck is wrong with me?
Though I couldn't really get myself to care about it. In fact it was true. My mate was actually very adorable. Her tear stained face squashed against the pillow while her plump lips were parted as she snored softly.Her raven locks fell all over her beautiful face and she scrunched her nose adorably as it tickled her nose and she cuddled further into my pillow making me and my demons coo at her.I tried to absorb and remember each and every detail about her beautiful face as much as possible -yes I had been starting at her like a creepy while she slept,fight me-her long lashes were clumped together due to all the crying she had done yesterday.
Just thinking about her crying and the behind it, makes my blood boil. It makes me want to kill that son of a bitch all over again. Knowing what he's going through right now makes me feel a bit better about it even though I would have loved to torture and kill him myself. I bet he regrets even being born.
I looked over at the bed side table noticing that it was still quite early to wake up-precisely it was 3:13 am- and it would be better to catch a bit of sleep after all the events that had occurred yesterday,but the floor wasn't quite comfortable.
As if you will get any sleep ,even if you tried to.My demons snorted.
I was tempted to get in bed with my mate and cuddle her-even though I knew I couldn't- but it was nice to imagine.That would make her very uncomfortable and things even more awkward between us after she gets up.
I sighed, sitting on the edge of the bed while I watched my mate sleep for a few more minutes. After sometime there were heavy foot steps outside my bedroom before the door fell open and in all his glory the devil himself walked in. He always had to make a dramatic entry.
