Nicki's POV
I kissed her.. I kissed her and I shouldn't have. She's 14 years younger than me and I have a fucking boyfriend. I'm so fucking stupid, why would I fucking do that. Why would I allow us to kiss for that long.
My mind is all over the place as I wander around the hotel until I get to my room. I lean my head against the door softly. I open the door slowly trying not to wake Dashawn. I enter the room to see him standing in front of me.
"Where the fuck have you been." He asks me backing me into a corner closing the door behind me
"I..I went for a walk sorry." I whisper the end softly
I feel him grip my neck roughly making me look him in the eyes.
"A walk where?" He asks in a harsh tone
"I just went to go walk outside." I whisper softly coughing slightly at the feeling of his hand wrapped around my throat
"I'm so fucking tired of you." He says spitefully making me bite my lip softly trying not to cry
"Sorry.." I whisper as he lets go of my throat
"I'm going back to sleep." He says
"I love you beautiful" He says running his hand over my face making me flinch at the change of his voice
"I love you too.." I whisper softly
I watch as he goes back to the bed and lays down. I sigh softly then I walk to the bed following after him. I lay on the bed next to him trying to hold back tears. I'm Nicki fucking Minaj I could have anybody in the world and I'm with this nigga? I hate this shit so much. I just want Megan to lay in my arms again. I miss her scent, her hair, her eyes, and her thighs.
I shove my face into the pillow, and I sob quietly. After a while I finally feel my swollen eyes close slightly.
The Next Day
I feel the sunlight hit my eyes making me groan softly, I open my eyes softly then I look around not seeing Dashawn. I don't really care honestly; all I can think about is Megan. The way her lips felt against mine for that split second. I honestly hate myself for pulling away but at the same time I hate myself for even kissing her.
Shes too young for me. I don't know why I did that, I shouldn't have ran out like that. She probably blames herself, when she shouldn't it's not her fault. It's mine. I should apologize to her. I sigh softly then I go in my pocket, and I grab my phone going to Megan's contact. I bite my lip softly while typing.
"Hey Meg, it's Nicki I just wanted to say sorry for running out like that, it was uncalled for, and I was scared, and you didn't deserve that I'm really sorry." I type out then I stare at the message for a while before sending it.
After I send it, I sigh then I lay back in the bed pressing the phone against my chest. A couple minutes later my phone dings. I look at my phone and I notice it's Megan making me smile softly. I open the text and I read over it.
"Hey Nicki, no worries I'm not mad or anything I was just a little scared I did something wrong, I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. Can we still be friends?" She texts back
I sigh softly. Could we still be friends? Whenever I see her, I just want to kiss her. But I can't do that. I've never been with a girl; I've never had these types of feelings for a girl before. Megan is different, I guess. I want to continue to be around her, so I guess I'm going to have to settle for friends.
I bite my lip softly thinking of a reply without thinking I start typing.
"Of course, we can still be friends Meg it wasn't your fault anyways it's neither of our faults. I'm not mad, I miss you sm" I respond back to her quickly sending it
"Great I was afraid I lost you and Nick It's been a day 😭" She responds
"I know I just miss you lmaoo send me a selfie of you pleaseee" I respond back
Did I sound too desperate? I honestly don't care I just wanna see her pretty face.
"Okay as long as I get a selfie back" She replies
"Of course." I respond
A couple of seconds later Megan sends me a mirror selfie of her, Shes doing this sexy pout and her boobs are sitting perfectly in view along with her belly piercing, fuck, her body is insane.
(Imagine she got an iPhone cause😭)
I smile softly at the sight of her face. I know I saw her yesterday but it feels like forever.
"You look beautiful where you at?" I ask her
"I'm at a video shoot I just got here, that's why I'm wearing this lmao, your turn I want to see you" She texts back
"Okay, but don't judge my makeup isn't that good rn" I text back
"Never" She replies
I smile softly then I take a selfie and I send it to her
After a couple of minutes, she starts typing.
"You are literally perfect." She responds
I read the text over and over again in my head blushing slightly, I've been called "perfect" before, but it just feels different coming from Megan. It feels real honestly.
"Thank you. So are you." I reply
I realize I've never heard Megan's music.
"Can I hear some of your music?" I text her
It takes her a while to respond probably because she's at a video shoot.
"Yeah ofc :)" She texts back with a link attached
I click on the link, and it takes me to Spotify, and I notice the artist's name says "Megan Thee Stallion" I smile softly. I put in my AirPods then I play one of her songs. She doesn't rap how she looks, she honestly looks so innocent, but she raps so dirty.
"Do you wanna come over later?" She texts me
I smile softly at the text then I type back
"Yeah :)" I text back then I close my phone and I listen to her music
YOU ARE READING
Felicity
FanfictionNicki Minaj, 34 meets a young up and coming rapper Megan Thee Stallion, 20, They become best friends but what happens when one of them fall for the other? Read to find out.