Someone I answer me this: why was my first thought when I wake up this morning "We actually kill, and may have let the demon get away" *insert sanemi using breathing to cut Mitsuris head off, blue blood everywhere* *insert sanemi saying something about failing to kill a demon so you should die (I don't remember exactly what he said)*
-context- •Mitsuri was sitting next to the snake guy •the hashira were all sitting in a room supposed to be reacting to hxh (some people's past as hxh characters? I guess, didn't say who) •I think he (sanemi) asked for an explanation after viewing a video of the two(mitsuri and snake guy) and then mitsuri gave the explanation above and yeah that happened
[mind you, this is not anywhere near related to what I was thinking about when I went to bed.
Which normally my thoughts before and after are related if not continuing them when I wake up.
So I don't understand how or why this was the first thing that comes to mind when I wake up.
Please someone explain, I'm so confused 😂]
Okay so that's all for this part, not really a rant but something I feel like bringing up.
Also does anyone else ever really want to do something, (in my case be able to dress how I want [alt], act/be who I want, come out with my sexuality to rest of family [I feel like I would give some a heart attack and others I'm not sure about], etc.) but like be too scared to tell people about it or do it cause your scared of how family would view you, scared of having to deal with how classmates view you(not of what they think, just having to deal with it for the rest of schooling), and then the idea of parents or guardians not allowing you to do that thing (again in my case it would deal with how I wanna dress. Fortunately my parents don't seem to care a lot about it but I feel like they wouldn't let me wear it out and about. Mainly my mom) for whatever reason they have.
I don't know but these things have been bothering me lately more so when I first decided on them.
Okay, bye!
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