losing your heart | dreamnotfound

03.

Dream thought to himself, lost. He was sitting on his bed inside his dark room, only with his mind. He kept thinking about what happened during the night, everything George said was stuck in his head.

Every word rolling across, Dream wanted to cry so badly and just keep wondering what made George so mad at him. They have been friends for 7 years, just playing Minecraft almost every single day with laughter and joy.

Dream didn't understand what path he went into to be in this moment, did George just not love him back? Was he trying to hard?

Maybe Andrew was right.

Just move on.

Yet, it was just so hard. Dream had feelings for George for years, and he didn't really get the change to explain it.

Dream just wanted to take his mind off of all these contemplations, he felt so worthless and gloomy that he could never win George's heart. He always seemed so annoyed at Dream for trying to show affection.

Dream got out of bed slowly, his steps creaked on the wooden floor as he made his way out the room and to the kitchen, when he got there-he found the kitchen light already on.

Dream puzzled, not sure why the light was on. He went into the kitchen to find Sapnap and George talking. He stared at them, George had a small slime on his face and a little giggle left his mouth-he looked so... ecstatic as he talked to Sapnap.

Dream felt his heart ache a little, his body felt a little small tingle. He just wanted to make himself a drink of water and go back to his room.

Dream grabbed a cup from the cabinet and he caught the two other's boys eyes, both noticing him. "Oh, hey Dream. You're still up?" Sapnap spoke.

"Uh- Yeah, I couldn't really sleep." Dream muttered low, putting some ice in his cup and filling it with cold water too. "Why are you guys still up?"

"Me and George were just talking about something," Sapnap gave out a soft laugh before biting his lip, his cheeks suddenly had a red color spread across its skin. George rolled his eyes with a smile.

Dream looked at the two, his eyes stuck on them.

Did they like each other?

Dream's eyes trailed to George, the brit glared at him back. A swallow went down the dirty blonde's throat, he felt like his eyes just might sting again.

"I- uh," Dream's words were hard to use, lowering his head as he tried to distract himself. "George, do you maybe wanna hang out tomorrow?" He just randomly commented, he didn't really expect to say that.

George sighed, "Can't, sorry. Me, Sapnap, and Karl already made plans." He chuckled, nudging the brunette beside him who blushed more.

"Oh," Dream turned his head away, "What are you guys doing?" He took a sip of his drink.

"Going on a little date." George laughed, Sapnap choked a little as his face burned even more with a dark red.

"Y-You weren't supposed to say anything!" Sapnap spat out, hitting George in the shoulder with a feeling of embarrassment.

A date? Dream felt like his heart was ready to sink in a ocean, he forced a smile at the other two. "Okay then... I'll see you guys in the morning," He waved, dumping his cup into the sink and going back into his room.

Dream shut his room door, his eyes blurred as he sunk down to the floor, his back sliding on the door as he felt that horrible feelings of melancholy take over him.

Fallen to the ground, his negative mind of destructive thoughts came back. Dream let out a few sobs, tears streaming down his face. He could never fucking win, he just wanted George.