Thoughts, Rants, etc.

aot s4p2!!!

hiii!!! it's been 2 months since i wrote something here but hi im back. i wasn't really active because school and more school, or i just didn't really have the motivation to get up and read fanfics lol, but now that aot final season p2 is out i thought writing something here would be a good idea. 

i think i've mentioned here somewhere that chapter 139 was a very emotional experience for me, from the bawling my eyes out, to trying to catch my breath. i was equally sad and relieved, the ending was a bittersweet feeling. 

i started watching Attack on Titan, july of 2020 and read the manga a month later. ever since then i had been emotionally attached, every episode left me in either tears or shock, it was truly an amazing experience, being able to read and watch this incredible story in the comfort of my own bedroom. in those months that i spent invested in it, i wasn't at my best, in fact i felt so horrible that i was miserable half the time, aot was a distraction to those horrible feelings that had slowly consumed me, and i found joy in the simplicity of watching my favourite show. 

seeing the show slowly come to an end, makes me very sad. but, like as they say "all good things must come to an end" and i guess this is one of those situations. flashback to a few months ago when the manga ended, i was devastated- an emotional wreck. unable to fully grasp that it ended i decided to avoid anything aot related for months and decided to just wait until the new season comes out, and now it's out! it's a really weird feeling, it suddenly comes back into the light, and if im being honest it's hard for me to find interest in watching it. not because im bored of it but because i know what's gonna happen lol, anyway i think i'll ever be able to move on from it, it will always hold a special place in my heart. 

- fran