wasted young years , vinnie hacker & alexa demie

9 - LAST DAYS OF SUMMER

it was vinnie. i opened the door and like a prince: he swooped me off my feet, shut the front door, and took me to my room. nostalgia. we made out.

"god i missed you", he said.

vinnie's pov :
it was around 6 pm when i got to alexa's house. the sun was starting to set so i drove there. she opened the door and i couldn't resist her— i never can. i placed her on her bed under me and began kissing her down her neck. believe it or not, last night had been the first time alexa and i had ever had sex. as good as it felt, i didn't want to do it again... not today at least, tomorrow ? definitely, but not today. i wanted to enjoy her presence. i took her shirt and shorts off and admired her beauty. her mother wasn't home so i took my shirt off and made her wear it around the house. her mother wouldn't be home for another week so I took advantage of it and decided to spend the next week at alexa's.

vinnie :
"im gonna take my shirt off and
that's all you're going to wear, do
you understand me ?"

alexa :
"yes, baby".

vinnie :
"good girl, come here".

"you know i love you... always".

alexa :
"i know, i just get so scared".

vinnie :
"of what baby ? of me ?"

alexa :
"im just- im scared you'll leave again".

vinnie :
"well im not leaving, ever. trust me
ill never leave you".

alexa :
"so why did you leave me last time ?
what's so different now from then ?"

vinnie :
"alexa let's not talk about that,
i was stressed. don't ask why".

alexa :
"but we have to trust each other.
you have to talk to me, i need to
trust you please. why is that so hard ?"

vinnie :
"i can't tell you alexa, it's none
of your goddamn business anyways.
just leave it alone, fuck".

i could see her growing teary eyed. i couldn't tell her. this was something she shouldn't have to worry about. she's my ray of sunshine who shouldn't have to endure the stress and flaws of my life. she was my life, but this wasn't something she needed to be apart of. how can i let her know she means everything to me ?

alexa :
"so... what about ayleks then ?
are you still fucking her ?"

vinnie :
"cmon don't fucking be like that.
i never fucked her, we're not together
anymore. i called that off".

alexa :
"so what did you see in her ?"

vinnie :
"i said could you knock it the fuck
off ? stop asking such stupid fucking
questions!"

alexa :
"it's not! what did you see in her?"

vinnie :
"nothing. don't ask again".

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alexa's pov :

it was later that night and i felt confused. what was so bad that vinnie felt he had to leave me for, without explanation. was he cheating on me with ayleks all along ? was it someone else ? i didn't know what to feel anymore. he was here in bed with me, asleep like an angel. i hated the way he made me long for him, no matter how bad he made me feel... how confused he left me, i always came back to him. does he even love me ? do i even love him ? the unstable feeling he brings me fills the unstableness that's a part of me which is what makes me desire him more.
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eeeeek okay. two need "chapters" for you guys. i recently finished fsog so im inspired not gonna lie. anyways hope you enjoyed these and yea :))