Losing Game

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Ship: Kyle x Anthony
Genre: Angst
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A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home

It's been a few months since Kyle and Anthony broke up. Kyle had been trying to fix himself, but he dropped a few pieces trying to repair  his heart from when Anthony left.

I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home

Kyle is afraid of what he had become. Cold, bitter, depressed. Everything that's happening feels new to him. He sits in silence and the silence is ringing inside of his head. He secretly is calling for help.

I've spent all of the love I saved
We were always a losing game
Small town boy in a big arcade
I got addicted to a losing game

Kyle knew he got addicted to someone he shouldn't have. He knew giving all of the love to Anthony would suddenly lead to a losing game.

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

Kyle knew that loving Anthony was all just a losing game.

How many pennies in the slot?
Giving us up didn't take a lot
I saw the end 'fore it begun
Still I carried, I carried, I carried on

Kyle saw the breakup coming from a mile away. He knew carting on would make it harder on him. He now knows that it took a little for Anthony just to leave the way he did.

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

Kyle now knows that it was all a losing game to love Anthony.

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

He knows that there was nothing to win by being with him.

I don't need your games, game over
Get me off this rollercoaster

Kyle now understands that he doesn't need Anthony. He is just waiting for someone to get him off the rollercoaster of emotions washing over him.

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

Kyle now knows that he can move on and find someone else to win with.

Oh, oh-ooh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-oh
All I know, all I know
Loving you is a losing game

And Kyle intends to find the winner to his game.

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⏰ Last updated: May 09 ⏰

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