Confession

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Millie speaks~ Chucky doesn't exist in the story. Jake is staying over Juniors because his father is out of town.  (Bold means thoughts)

                         Jakes pov:

I just got a text from Devon saying "hi :)" omg he put a smiley face what should I say?  why am I overthinking this I don't overthink things. im usually chill about anything but when it comes to devon he makes me so nervous, anxious, and flustered. I've recently realized I'm gay and have a massive crush on my friend devon. I know he's cool with gay people but I don't know how he would react if I told him I liked him. I just have to learn how to control my feelings towards him and ignore them until they go away Hopefully... My phone dinged and I grabbed it reading the name of the contact.

                                                                         Dev<3

Dev<3: hi :)

                                                                                                                      me: hey :))
Dev<3: can I come over? I have something I need to tell you.

                                                                        me: Oh yeah sure ill see you soon <3
Dev<3: okay see you in 10 <3

I wonder what he's gonna tell me. What if he's moving.  what if he found out I liked him and we can't be friends anymore?? what if- my thoughts were cut off with a knock on the door. I quickly run downstairs and open the door to see him. "Hey Dev", I say
nervously. I let him in and he replies with "h-hey",stuttering a bit. Junior peeks over the balcony. "Who is it?",he asks drying his hair. "Oh its um i-its Dev",I said. He seems rather nervous as well. This makes me even more scared to hear the news than I was before. Junior nodded his head and Devon and Devon gave him a small wave and an awkward smile. 

"So do you wanna go up to my room" I ask nervously. He nodded. We walk upstairs and go into the room. We both sat on the bed then I broke the quite comfortable silence. "So um what is it that you wanted to tell me?" I ask with a light smile.  "Oh yeah right. Um..", he says looking down. Im so nervous for what he's about to say. All the worse things are popping up in my head. He looks up at me with soft eyes "Hey um...before I say this I want you to promise me that no matter your response we'll still be friends and you won't get mad at me", he says with a sad expression. I notice this and scoot over to hold both his hands in mine to comfort him. "No I-I won't get mad. There is nothing you could say that could make us stop being friends. I promise." I reassure him. "okay...okay here goes nothing.",he starts. He stared deep into my eyes as he said the thing I dreamed of 

"I like you. really like you. as more than a friend, and I have for a while I just didn't know how you would react but now it..it just feels good to get it off my chest but I understand if you don't feel the same way and if you don't wanna be friends any m-", he says in a rushed tone but before he could finish I cut him off by pressing my lips on his. I cup his cheeks and deepen the soft and gentle kiss. He pulled a way and looked at me with a gentle smile. "Wow", he said looking down. I chuckled. "So-so you like me too? he asked looking back at me. I hesitated for a bit before saying "no.." I wiped my hands on my pants before standing up. He looked down and frowned. He stood up and nodded. "Im sorry Jake. I should go",he said slowly walking towards my door.

 I grabbed his wrist and he turned around and looked at me with tears filling up his eyes. I grabbed his face and looked down at him. "I love you...", I said staring into his eyes. I pulled him in for another kiss it lasted for what felt like forever we both smiled like this was the happiest moment in our lives. I wipe the tears from his eyes with my thumb. We stay there smiling at each other for a couple more seconds when Devon initiates a kiss this time we slowly lean in and kiss once again. It was soft and gentle like the first one just as we were kissing someone opens the door. "Hey Jake do you-"I hear Junior say which makes me and Devon pull apart immediately and stare at him. My hands where still on Devons face. I quickly took them off.  "Oh." Junior says smiling. He's known about my crush on Devon for a while now it really brought us closer together. "Oh my god get out",I say laughing quietly. "Okay okay sorry." he says making a goofy face. He pauses before closing the door he smiles brightly and says "congrats by the way". Me and Devon look at each other and laugh. "So I um I have to get going",Devon says. I looked down "Yeah I get it its fine",I reply.  He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. "Im happy I told you", he says. I wrap my arms around him and hug him back. He let go and looked at me before shoving his hands into his pockets. He smiled and walked out of the room. 

I ran over to my bed and jumped back onto it. I smiled and blushed thinking about the kisses and the hugs. I smiled thinking of Devon. "Omg Jake!", Junior says opening my door and walks in. "Tell me everything" Junior says. Plopping down on my bed. "I don't have a lot of time because Im supposed to meet Lexy  and Oliver at the park" Jake starts. "I think we're dating now?" Jake says smiling and grabbing his teddy bear. "Ahh congratulations! Im so happy for you", he says as he hugs his cousin. His smile fades and he looks down. "Whats wrong Jun?",I ask trying to look at his face. He looks up "I..I just wish",he pauses. "I could tell Oliver how I feel you know?". I look at him and put my hand on his shoulder. "The time will come I know it", I replied. "Thanks Jake", he said standing up. I waved at him and smiled. "Cya",Junior said closing my door. 




Millie speaks: I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. Should I maybe add some Joliver pieces in this? Idk let me know what you guys would like to see.

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