TIRED.

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Smile for everyone
Laugh for everyone
Cry for no one
Die for no one.

Tired of this emotion..
Constantly trying to break pull
Don't know how long can hold
Before i break the loop

Sleeping for hours
Doing nothing for days
Nothing helps
To get the tiredness away.

Trying to do work,
Someone got to say
"She is just wasting her time,
she is not qualified to stay"

Ignoring people
Blocking them out
Still they try to
Break me apart

Standing strong,
It's tiring now
Just want some peace,
For enternal now...

Do have people.
Who care for me,
Can they still fix,
The lost pieces of me?...

Trying to love myself,
Something I promised,
It's not easy to do so,
Cuz am tired of all i am...

Crying and getting angry,
No one knows the reason,
Trying to break free,
From this annoying prison.

I should love me,
But that's not easy to do,
When they kept on breaking me,
In everything I do.

Gotta try hard,
But it's tiring,
Some one save me,
Cuz I'm drowning...

Trying to fix things,
With family, friends and me,
Still not able to do it,
How useless of me...

Writing this shit,
Knowing they will say
"Ignore this things it's not who u are"
But who is gonna tell them?
I am not what they think i am...

The carefree spirit,
Got lost in the game,
Of being the perfect one
For all and the same....

Continues nightmares,
Making it difficult to sleep,
Still trying to sleep,
Cuz promised to be myself one day...

Body,mind,soul hurts..
Trying to prove something I can not..
Still not losing hope..
Cuz that's what I have left now...
Want to feel happy,
Will try as much i can,
Hopefully this tiredness,
Will go away soon.

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