I DONT KNOW ANYMORE.

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I dont know what am doing anymore..
Loving someone or losing myself more and more...
I don't knwo what's wrong with me...
When everything seems right but
Everything is wrong...

Save me, help me,
Reach out to me,
If someone can hear my calls,
Oh lord save me..

I am losing myself..
To the darkness i ruled...
Terrifiying it is,
To let it rule...

Controlling my emotions,
So no one can see,
Controlling myself,
So no one can breach...

It's hard,
I don't know what to do,
If i can love someone,
Or just break them too....

What is Balck and what is white,
What is wrong and what is right,
Questions i have asked myself...
Regrets i have made myself....

Oh lord pls listen to my calls...
Save me from this death hole...
I don't know what to do anymore...
Living for someone more and more...

"Trust me" they said..
"Let me in" they said...
Yet Neve proved themself...
Just for their own sake...

I love me,
I hate me,
I cry myself to sleep,
While helping someone to sleep...

Yes i am selfish,
Still am selfless,
Yes i am a disappointment
Still I am an inspiration...

I am not weak nor m i strong
I am who I am..
Now matter what.

I know what I ahve to do,
It's gonna be hard,
But don't worry oh lord,
Cuz i know I'm gonna be a god.

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This poem is something that i have seen a lot of ppl go throught... And it's really hard and i feel so glad and proud when people like this fix themself and move on forwards and stay and stand strong! So never give up and love urself alway❤️

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