OUR DIFFERENT WORLD

37.Past

Sid and Sana decided to return to mansion in late evening...

Spending two days with each other, they have  somewhat like each other presence.

Vg : kaha chle gaye the do din tm dono office me bhi leave liye the kya baat h ?!

Sid: wo u

Sana: none of your business...

Ag : tumhe itna rude hone ki zarurat ni h Sana, behave like a decent person..

Sana: so aaj ka topic ky h, let's teach shehnaaz basic manner!! Kyuki yeh toh bachpan me hota h lekin oops tb toh aaplog ko farq ni padta tha na
She shouted. 

Vg : yeh baat ni h... Mai...

Sana : cut it off ok, mujhe farq ni padta aapki yeh explaination se, na pehle na ab..

Saying she left to room. She was so much in peace after a long time but this family can never let her be in peace...

Sid enter the room

Sid : tmhe uncle se aise baat ni krne chahiye the..

Sana : toh ab ky tm bhi basic manner sikhane aaye ho?

Sid : maine aisa kb kaha, they are your mom dad..

Sana : aacha, tmhare bhi toh hue tm kyu ni bulate?!!

Sid : main main kaise...

Sana : exactly, main batate hoon kyunki wo kabhi tmhe apne damad hone ka ehsaas ni dila ske.. Take your mom, she is sweet main kabhi ni sochi thi ki main apni ma ke baad kisi ko yeh darza dungi but main tmhari mom ko ma bulati hoon because she earns it. Respect dene se nii hota respect kamana hota h...

Sid : lekin they are you mom dad, after all beti hoon uski..

He was confused why she is saying apni ma, but she never call aisha gill as ma.. He thought maybe she did but afterwards she stop calling her maa

Sana : noooo!!! MAIN INKI BETI NI HOON.

Sid : chillane se baat galat toh ni hoga, reality h .... Janam diya h unhone...atleast naam se toh na bulaya kro

Sana : huuh!! They haven't...
That aisha has not given birth to me. Or wo mr.gill janam de kr bhi kch ni ukhar liya..... Parents ka kaam bs bacho ko janam dena nii hota...

Sid : yeh ky bol rhi hoo. Aisha mam is not your own mother!!

Sana : so jaao sidharth, raat ho gaye h.. .. Goodnight..

She clearly tried to avoid this topic, Sid too didn't force her much because he know this is not so good topic for her...

Sid's pov

It's shocking yrr, itni badi baat.. Lekin kisi ko ni pata aisa kyu!! Right now she is not in good state mujhe saath hona chahiye... I don't know why I feel like protecting her from the world...

Sid 's pov ends..

They both is laying on a bed with their face against each other .. Sid turns towards her side and then start looking towards ceiling. After some time Sana too face the ceiling... But this time like any other there is less gap between them. Sid tries to initiate the conversation by holding her hands with his shivering one. Sana feeling his touch holds his hand tightly... There was a silence but a comfortable one this time...

Few minutes later, Sana started.
Sana : I was 13 years old when my ma died. That was the last time may be I feel what its like to have a family ... U know after ma, Mr.Gill always wanted me to accept aisha as ma but how can I.. Apni ma ki jagah kaise doo. Lekin main bachhi thi, jo mr. Gill ne kaha wo maanne lagi. Starting me I started calling her as mom but wo kabhi mujhe aache se treat hi ni krti. Wo bs suhana ke saath khelti and m..... mr. Gill ko bhi mujhse durr krdeti.. K.... Kehti main badtameez hoon..

Till time Sana has tears in her eyes.... This is the first time she is opening to some one about her dreadful past. But is ahe ready??!! Well this is tough for her... Sid move his face towards her and saw tears for the first time in her eyes...

Sid : dont....

Sana : huuh!!

Sid : take your time, but ro mt plzz

Sana : I..... I m not crying main roti ni...

Again they were silence bit this time Sid didn't want her to continue.... He wants her to take time...

Sana said : can I huge you for a night..

Sid spread his arms and Sana goes in it.... She places her head in his chest and close her eyes....
Sid too hold her Protectivelely and close his eyes..

HEAVEN  !!!
Thats what they were feeling. Sana maybe after 11 years of her life and Sid maybe after his father had gone.... Kabhi aisa feel hua ki duniya ke is bhaad daur ke baad there is someone for you in whose arms aapki saari thakan chali jaati h... Yaah wahi feeling , they are exactly in that moment. This is after a long term tiredness. But this is so soothing..

In morning, alarm rings..
Sid wake up first and found her in his arms...

He carefully place her in her pillow and went to washroom. Suddenly he gets call from his home and without disturbing her  goes from there...
Sana after sometime wake up and found herself alone in bed. She checks the time and got shocked because this is the first time she sleeps this much and with so much sukoon  .... Then she remember last night moment and the way her supported her mentally.. And the sukoon in HIS ARMS.

She gets ready and found Sid is still not there . Now she is getting negative thoughts in her mind like maybe he leaves her after seeing her vulnerable... She start getting scared. Scared of him going far like her mother, scared of him not understanding her... She doesn't inke why but wanted to be with him....she gets to know one thing that he is what she wants in her unbalanced life... But what if her doesn't. What if her thought she is just spoil brat... She didn't even did anything to prove him that she is worthy wife, then why will he be with her.... She hurriedly left for office in a hope to find Sid there..

But to her bad luck he didn't came instead she got to know that he has extended his leave for one more day... She decided to call him but what she will say... Tm kaha ho?? Isn't will be too much!! She thought....

In afternoon,

Sana is in her cabin, someone knocks the door  .

Sana : come in

Sid : h.... hie.

Sana : where the hell were you..

Sid : wo suddenly ma ka bo high hogya isliye hospital le jaana pada

Sana : WHAT, is she okay??

Sid : haan wo kl ka medicine miss kr diya tha isliye...
Are you okk?? Sorry main subah jldi nikl gya bina bataya

Sana : yaah I m, I will be, but bata ke jaana chaiye tha na

Sid : tum so rhi thi disturb ni krna chahta tha..

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