Newton's Laws|| L.R.H|

|CHAPTER TWO|

Here's my theory: Tuesday hates the fuck out of me. Or maybe the whole universe wants me to break. Not only have I had three hours of analytical mathematics today but I'm currently sitting in mine and Cal's café with the one and only: Luke mf Hemmings. I was sitting with Calum minding my own business, whining about the headache I have from the three hours of torture and then surprise Lukass is sitting opposite of me vibing with MY bestfriend about god knows what leaving me as miserable as Andrew Garfield's Spiderman.

Dramatic? A little bit but I can't help it. This man is insufferable in every meaning of the word. He goes around showing off his stupid degree that he got a year ago and being the youngest senior researcher and yet those are great things but honestly? Does this man have a life? Is he ever not cocky?

" earth to Buttraea we just asked you a question stop staring at me and answer us,yeah?" the ass himself asked me, interrupting my curse-Luke-Hemmings session.

He's wearing a silk peach shirt today and some dark blue pants. He undid more buttons than the ones actually intact showing off his chest. Because that's the only way he knows how to gey girls. Stupid ass.

" fuck you Lukass I only answer my best friend who you stole by the way" I spit glaring at him before switching my gaze to Calum. " What are you asking me Cal?" I say in a calmer tone because who am I kidding? I can never get mad at Calum. He's my brother and best friend since we were nine.

" I was doing you a favor and asking my very smart friend here if he can tutor you in whatever math shit you don't understand because I know for a fact you're too prideful to-" I hit him square in his chin.

" First off I am not prideful you fuckface, second of all I said I will not get lessons from that cocky man thank you very much If I wanted I would've asked for myself." I huff, rolling my eyes trying not to cause a scene in the place. Calum raises his hands in defense then goes on to finish his coffee.

" What Buttraea too afraid that if you spend a few hours with me a week you'll fall in love with me?" Hemmings smirks to my face and I almost, almost slap it off of him.

" you wish, Hemmings" I calmly say with a psychotic smile on my face. The smirk falls from his face and I might be bold enough to say he looks scared. Good. I put my bag over my bare shoulder and started standing up from my seat. It was too hot this morning so an off-shoulder crop top and jean shorts seemed like my best option, but now that it's a bit chilly I regret not getting a light cardigan with me.

I start walking to my dorm staring at goosebumps on my thighs. I let out a tired sigh. Today was really consuming from the mathematics lecture that I forced myself to focus on but didn't understand a thing nonetheless, to the arguing with Hemmings and I just, it feels like I'm not letting myself to feel things properly.

It feels like time is moving on and everyone is going on with their lives and I'm just stuck without processing anything that happens. I need a break but I don't have the privilege of stopping. I have my studies, I have to look out to Calum and I have my poetry to write.
Poetry.. that's it I'm going to write, it's been a while since I wrote anything and I deserve that small break.

I look up from the ground and realize I missed my dorm by a few doors. I turn around and start walking to my door "304" My keys emerge from my bag and I open the door, excited to start writing after a long time quitting.I throw my things on the desk, crouched on the floor beside my bed and grabbed my favorite notebook and pencil and started pouring my thoughts.

I am as black and vacant as he is

Trying to suck out all the light haplessly

Lonely and empty with no friend of his

Nothing as alone and dark, nothing as lovely

I found a friend in your singularity

I found my peace in your madness

My pain as endless as your density

The pieces of my heart resembles your blackness

Isn't it sad and a bit ironic

That my only affinity in the universe

Is the most mysterious dark and iconic

The one I find safety with, like two lovers

As a black hole I am mistreated

As a black hole I am always defeated .

I look at the poem mostly satisfied with what I wrote. Maybe I'll start editing it later. Using my field of study in my poems is something I love doing but is always hard to accomplish. My field is strictly science and logic and proofs and poetry. Well, poetry is artistic and imaginative and has more feelings than science ever has but once I find metaphors and similes relating to astrophysics it always feels like I did something that deserves an award. Dramatic, I know but I just love my poems a lot.

I never show anyone my poems, they feel too intimate and well, the last person I wrote about and showed my poems too ended up messing my mind and leaving. So I vowed to never show my true, vulnerable feelings to anyone ever again, except for Calum, he's always there, he's seen the worst parts of me and he chose to still be my brother so I show him things from time to time.

I feel my phone vibrate on the bed beside me and I look down to see it's my mom calling. I pick up the phone and answer her call.

" hi Astraea it's been a while since I checked up on you, how are you dear?" her sweet voice comes from the phone and I smile softly.

" hey mom, it's good you know how California is, how are you and dad?" I ask while closing my notebook and getting up to put it on my desk. I wander around the room aimlessly.

" we're doing fine sweetie, we just miss you, how's that subject that's bothering you? Did you find a solution to it?" she asks and I wince a bit and move my hands in my curls nervously.

" yeah, no I still don't know what to do about it. Don't worry though I didn't make it to Stanford so one subject –makes me fail. I'll figure it out." I laugh nervously, I'm such a liar I have no idea what to do.

" I know you will, Raea. Take care and say hi to Calum for me, I'll leave you to it now." She says and I can almost hear her smile on the other side.

" I will, mom. Bye" I reassure her and take the phone off my ear and hit the end call button. I check the time to see that it's already seven pm. Shit, I need to finish this chemical physics chapter today. I walk to my bag and pick up my textbook, my notebook that I write in my notes in class, my calculator and my pencil case, head to the bed and get into it. 

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