The Dark Side Of Love

Weeks later

At first, I was like "Thank god it's over, he's just a manipulating wannabe 18 year old, but haven't grown up" But after some weeks, I got this strange feeling when I was with and without him, the loss. We had had a lot of fights and decided to block each other on social media. But on Christmas eve, we said Merry Christmas to each other ofc. We had a sleepover at school both A and B, and that was so sad because when Bob and I were together we made so many plans about this day, this day, and the school ball. It's been hard since the breakup, and I knew I fucked up, and the worst part is that my two best friends (boys) had both tried to commit suicide bc they have been through a lot in their life.

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Present time (19.01.22)

I feel terrible, Bob is not in school, and all i know is that he and his bestfriend the girl i was jealous about, is facetiming every day. But that's a good thing, bc if he get a new girlfriend or hurts me more or even break my heart it would be so much easier but again i get this feeling that he won't let me go for some reason. I can't be selfish, not with him. And he said it himself, the only reason why we are friends, is because we have common friends, we are in a group. I just feel like i should do something, but idk what. Yesterday i told my mother about my two friends who tried to commit suicide and about the one im afraid that really died. My life is so complicated and my friend/bestfriend August tries to help me with this but im afraid that if i keep talking about Bob she would stop liking me. I can't loose her.

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Later THAT day
I know how to Get over HIM, and now i just need to face my other problems. Life is good now THAT im over HIM ♥