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"Vasanth Vadivel. He not just loves you Vadivu he is obsessed over you. Which means he wants you and will do anything to have anything. He has not just come behind you or pinned over you but stalked you all these years ! Do you know where he would hide ? Right there behind that damn tree ! Watching everything you do and waiting for the time to have you. Plotting to have you. And the damn job he has , he did it for you. Hoping you would like him , hoping you would chose him. When he told this to me at first I thought he would be with you and love you no matter what. But I am afraid he is going to prove me wrong. And I want you to be safe" Charan says sighing as he looks out of my bedroom window and points at a tree.

"Are you telling me he is a real psychopath ? That everything he told me has been a lie ?" I gasp frowning as I look at my brother with an incredulous expression.

"Yeah. For us he is. But for you , he isn't" he says , not meeting my eyes.

"What does that even mean ? What do you mean by he isn't, for me ?" I ask shaking my head as the fact settles in.

"See Vadivu I know I should have told this to you before. But.....I was selfish. I.....I just......I wanted you with a person who could love you and.....I wanted a person that I love for myself" he says , dragging and sighing as if he is about to say something much worser than my husband being an obssesed psychopath with me and lying to me.

"What are you blabbering Charan ?" I ask , seriously confused and scared.

"Vadivu do you have any idea what the term gay is ?" He asks , hesitantly.

"Yeah I do but what does this have to do anything wi----wait are telling me......?" I drag questioningly as he sighs.

"Vadivu all these years you have wondered why I have not got married. I had you as reason to escape from it. But now that you are married amma and appa are asking for me to get married too. But what anyone doesn't know is that......I am gay. I don't want to marry a girl but a guy. I......it is time I come out of the closet to atleast you Vadivu because you deserve to know , especially after what I have done...." He says dragging making my frown become deeper and deeper.

My brother is gay ? I mean---it's a good thing ! I am happy he felt comfortable enough to tell me this but what is the other thing ?

"I-I am happy you felt comfortable enough to tell me this Charan but complete what you were about to say. Trust me and tell me" I say as I walk next to him and hold his hand while he looks into my eyes , his ones full of guilt.

"I never thought I would be gay but the reason the realisation hit me was....... Vasanth" he says , sighing for the millionth time today.

"Vasanth in sense....?" I ask confused as to which Vasanth he is talking about.

"Our Vasanth. M-my Vasanth" he says stuttering , his whole face red as he stares down.

I freeze , I completely freeze as I gape at him. What.the.heck.

"I knew all along you liked him Vadivu. And the way you used to look at him would do something to me. Would enrage me. I was unable to deal with the feeling. I was confused. But when we went to the falls together one day and took a bath naked I knew what it was. I was attracted to him. Not only that , I cared for him....I loved him. I still love him. I was scared. Scared for what everywhere would react. Scared how he would react. I kept it as much of a secret I could. I thought it would go away but it didn't" he says , walking away from me and around the room as I hear to him talk.

"There are many reasons I talked you into marrying Vasanth Vadivel. Though it was mainly because of athai's hate and Vasanth's coward-ness I wouldn't deny that one part of me didn't want you both together because I love him. The guilt has been eating me alive for days now. I....I am so so so sorry Vadivu. I really am" he says with teary eyes as he looks back and stares at me.

"Oh Charan" I say as I rush to him and hug him while he cries on my shoulder.

"Shhh shhhh I know about you da. I know you care about me and no matter what would do only what you think is the best for me. I don't blame you for anything so you shouldn't too cause you didn't do nothing wrong. Nothing wrong at all" I say as I cradle his head.

"I am so sorry" he whispers as I rub his back , tears forming my own eyes as I embrace my brother who lays crumbled inside my arms.

"Does he know ?" I ask after some time as he stops sobbing making him pull back.

"No he doesn't. He doesn't have any idea. He would probably be still thinking I refused to let him marry you for our friendship. God I have betrayed everyone around me with my stupid feelings haven't I ?" He says , breaking down again as he falls ontop of my bed and sits on it.

"No Charan no. You didn't and don't you dare blame yourself for anything !" I scold as I sit beside him.

"I did this to you Vadivu. I did this to him. Now your marriage is at stake and Vasanth no longer talks to me or even considers me a friend. I did it all" he says broken.

"No. Come here. We are going to figure this out together ok ?" I say and he nods as I side hug him.

This is my brother. The one who had my back when I needed. And I am going to be for him now , when he needs me the most.

No matter what. No matter how.

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That's a BIG turn but I support Charan ! He has my heart and every possible heart I could give him 🥺❤️

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