"you can't be in love at such a young age"
" You can't love someone in such a short amount of time"
"It will never last stop trying"
" You shouldn't be putting your focus on a relationship focus on studies"
She sits in her room thinking about all the words her mother puts in her mind. She thinks about the constant reminders her mom throws at her about her relationship, about her happiness. She feels happy where shes at, yet her mother makes her feel like she shouldn't be. She makes her feel as if happiness is a forbidden feeling.
Everytime she gets that feeling of Euphoria someone comes up and strips her of it. Although when she sees her love, the girl that she fell for, the girl who gets her heart racing, her blood pumping... Everything changes. The world stops, the noise, the movement, the distractions they are all gone. Once her eyes are on her girl it's almost as if it's just them. Only they exist in the world. She gets lost in the beautiful eyes looking back at her, blood rushing to her cheeks as she smiles brightly at the one person who brings back the feeling of euphoria for her.
She thinks back to her moms words and her smile falters for a second with sadness but then it hits her. Theres no age on love, you know when you love someone. They start to feel like home. You love being around them, you know because you get the feeling that you are safe with them. You find yourself wanting to be in their arms, you find yourself looking for their texts, looking for their attention. When you think about your future you find yourself seeing them in your mind you wanna add them into future plans.
She thinks to when her mom said you can't love someone in a short amount of time but she knows that isnt true. You can love someone from the moment you meet them. The thing is just that can you continue to love them as the days go on? When you love someone as the days go on you learn to love them more and more. As you learn new things about someone you tend to love those new things as well. As you stay around them and talk to them you learn new things, you see the little things, you get a glimpse into their true self and you should know then if you can continue to love them. It helps you build more and more love for them. If you truly love this person as you see the little things, all their quirks to their insecurities you learn to love them. You can help them feel better about them you can help them grow and you guys can get better togehter.
She thinks to the people saying that her relationship will never last and she should just focus on studies. She laughs at the thought. relationships dont work when you put 0 effort into them. Relationships don't work when both people are too tired to fight anymore. If that's the case maybe it wasn't meant to be. But she knows that for this one... She will fight. She will fight to keep her by her side. This beautiful girl makes her feel at peace. Being around her makes her feel at home, shes sees so much in the future with her and she hopes that she feels the same. At the end of day she knows not all relationships last but shes wishing and hoping that this one will. Things arent always easy with a relationship comes obsticles and different challenges just like anything else in life. She just needs to make sure they make it past them and knowing her she will try her best.
Anything for her love.
