Imagine Cartters

Bleeding Out

Cartman's pov

I didn't know much about Butters relationship with that bitch. Though I hoped he didn't go out with her. She told me I was worthless and was better off dead. Of course I didn't care about what she thought. The only reason why I kept thinking about it, is because she said "How Butters describes you"

Did that mean Butters thought of me as a hopless loser? Did he think I was better off dead? I shook my head, Butters was too good to think that way. Sure he's a little mad at me, but he wouldn't say something like that about his best friend. Even though I kept telling myself this I still couldn't get her words out of my head.

Butters pov

I still haven't told Selene about how I felt about her. Of course I liked her but I didn't know if I was ready for a relationship at the moment. For this stage in my life, I wasn't what a person called perfectly stable. Selene just told to think about it. Boy howdy I was thinking about it.

"Butters!"

I jumped at the sudden call for my name. I must've been daydreaming again. Kyle was looking at me with a big smile on his face. He put his arm around me.

"So B - Butts heard you have something with Selene," He said in a sly manner

"I..uh..well not quite," I said breaking his happy manner

"What? What do you mean?" He asked squeezing my shoulders

"I haven't said yes to her yet" I said rubbing my knuckles together

"Dude! Why not She's so hot!" Kyle asked with extreme confusion

"I just don't know if I'm ready for a relationship yet," I said blushing a little

"What did fatass tell you?" Kyle said putting a hand on his hip and looking at me with a skeptical look

"What?!"

When the day has come
That I've lost my way around
And the seasons stop and hide beneath the ground
When the sky turns gray
And everything is screaming
I will reach inside
Just to find my heart is beating

"Did fatass tell you not to go out with her?" He asked again

"No you think, I'm that easily pushed around?!" I yelled

"Yeah!" Kyle stated

"Oh well it's not Eric," I reassured him "He doesn't know anything about it, "

"Then why?" Kyle insisted

"I just need to think about it more..." I said looking down

Kyle shrugged and patted me on the back and went back to work. After work I went straight home. I didn't want to see Selene until I made my decision.

Oh, you tell me to hold on
Oh, you tell me to hold on
But innocence is gone
And what was right is wrong

When I got home, I smelled something strange. Eric was in the kitchen actually making dinner! It smelled really good and from what I could tell it looked good too.

"Hey Butters!" Eric said with unusual smile

"Hi Eric..." I said I was still very surprised

"Come to the table I just finished making dinner," He said

"Okay," I said

I sat at the table waiting for Eric. He joined me and brought two plates of mac and cheese for both of us. Eric gave us both silver wear. He waited for me to start eating first and then he ate.

"It's really good!" I said rubbing my stomach

"I know it is I made it," Eric said with pride but he was blushing a little

I smiled and turned the radio on. The song Bleeding out was playing.

'Cause I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is to bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes
And I take it in
And I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you (for you)

"God Butters, Imagine Dragons again?" Eric whined

"I like it Eric! Jesus," I sighed

"Yes?" Eric joked

"God could you be more annoying?" I said with an angry look

Eric looked down. For some reason my last comment made him sad. I felt bad for saying it, since he had just made me dinner and I was over reacting.

"Do you really think I'm annoying?" He said twirling his fork

"No Eric, I was kidding," I said reassuringly

"Do you think I'm worthless?" Eric said making sure not to look at me

I was surprised by the question. Worthless? How the hell did he come up with something like that? Eric was a lot of things but definitely not worthless.

"No Eric, you are not worthless," I said smiling "You are my best friend."

"So you wouldn't want me dead?" He said a small tear coming from his eye

"God No!" I stated.

When the hour is nigh
And hopelessness is sinking in
And the wolves all cry
To fill the night with hollering
When your eyes are red
And emptiness is all you know
With the darkness fed
I will be your scarecrow

I leaned over to wipe the tear from his face. He blushed slightly. I always found it cute how he was becoming so bashful. I placed my hand on his head giving him a friendly pat.

"I never wish you to die, in fact I want you to live as long as I do." I said trying to comfort him

"Same to you Butters," He smiled

The emotion was at a high rate now. We were leaning closer and closer to eachother. If I we didn't stop, in a second or two we'd be kissing. I felt myself not wanting to stop. Eric didn't seem like he did either. Right before our lips ment the phone rang. I quickly ran to answer it.

You tell me to hold on
Oh you tell me to hold on
But innocence is gone
And what was right is wrong

God what just happened?