2𝙶𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂

•My Only One

Prompt by : coraxoxoxo

!!! Anxiety

!!! Boy×boy [ Mil × Phukong ]

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Panting as he ran into the janitor's room,he slammed the door close behind him. Heartbeat racing,swear running down his face as he leaned with his back on the door and slid down and sat down on the floor.

He was trying so hard to catch breath, something heavy in his heart, throat burning,head hurting and he held his head between his hands, tightly as if trying to make it stop hurting but the image keep popping up in his head that made his body go weak and cry.

A few minutes ago when the class ended,he was excited to meet his boyfriend and to go home with him.

However going to meet his boyfriend,he didn't imagined that he would get a hit that would rip the still fresh wound open that it'll start bleeding again.

Mil looked so happy as he leaned back on his car, holding Tine's hand, admiring his hands and smiling more than ever. Tine was also laughing and talking with him.

Phukong couldn't help but think when was the last time Mil took his hand like that the last time? Laughed at him like that so happily?

All the talks that he had to bear with then and now kept adding to his thoughts.

'Isn't it too obvious that Mil is just using Phukong to replace Tine?'

'Psst,how could Phukong be compared to Tine? Tine is literally a walking angel, Phukong wouldn't come near him'

'That's right. But I feel bad for Phukong. He's a poor young boy loving Mil with his heart. It's sad to see him being used'

'Why feel bad for him? He himself was the one forcing himself upon Mil even after knowing Tine is the only one in Mil's mind'

'What's even so special about Phukong. He don't even have the looks'

'Mil deserves better'

'Tine was better'

'Phukong would be dumped now or later'

'He can't make Mil happy like Tine does'

'Mil is just using that foolish boy as a replacement for Tine'

Phukong gripped on his hair tight as he cried as silently as possible. No one would come look for him in the janitor's room but he still covered his mouth whenever a small sob escaped. He didn't wanted to be this weak but it looked like he didn't even have a choice when he don't have the one he needs by his side at this times.

Phukong wasn't the first choice of Mil, he know it. It always was Tine but never after being in a relationship with Phukong did Mil brought the subject up. Mil was so nice to him but now it feels like he was just pretending so that he wouldn't feel bad. Everyone knew that Mil was forced to give up on Tine after Tine was revealed to have a secret boyfriend that still not anyone knows who.

Phukong couldn't be more relieved after hearing about Tine's relationship. He was gaining the mental power to keep his cool to everyone who said he don't deserve to be with Mil.

However, recently everyone have found Tine hanging out more with Mil again and how could this go unnoticed by Phukong. Talks begin again giving him hard day's, Phukong was starting to dislike Tine for being better than him.

"W-why can't it be me?"he whispered to himself as he clutched onto his shirt and cried again. He grew tired and couldn't even cry anymore as he breathed heavily and leaned back on the wall,his eyes starting to feel heavy.