Wars Will Have Their Victors

It's Always Him

I can't get him back. he loves me so much he hates me. how could I let this happen? I played with the bracelet on my wrist. I don't want to throw it away but...I cant help but tear up and want it out of my sight. Germany came out and sat next to me on his porch. "You vant to get you mind off it?" he held out a beer. "yeah." I took it and took a swig handing it back to him. "he-" " its only one." I inturrupted. "vhat?" he looked at me in confusion. "I have to marry one, I have love one, I have to be able to die for that one...person." I looked up at the dawning sky. "I know that." he sighed. "und if its not me, I'll be happy if you are." he put an arm around my shoulder and I leaned into him. "thanks Ludwig." I smiled. "no problem." he kissed my head. "Spain is so confused right now and all I want to do is help him but...he doesn't want my help." I sighed. "you just have to let him figure it out on his own." the German shrugged. "right...so where is he? you know...your boss?" I asked. "dead...and in hell hopefully." he growled. "wh-what? they killed him?" I turned to look at him. "no. he killed himself. they vere coming and he knew...him und his wife...committed suicide." Germany sighed. "why are you so mad at him? I mean you are obviously mad for him making you kill thousands of innocent people but it sounds like you hold a bad grudge." I pet back his hair. "he hurt Gilbert. he's in the hospital. it vas the day before he..."he gripped at the wood. I ran off. Gilbert...he had to be okay. right? please be fine. I ran and ran to the hospital. "miss, relax who are you here for?" a nurse stopped me. "Gilbert Bildshmit. what room?" I asked frantically. "he's in a critical state right now...you can't see him." she sighed. "I don't care I want to see him!" I yelled. "relax...I can sneak you in." she took me to him. he was breathing heavily, bruised and beaten. red whip marks across his chest and arms. "Gilbert." I fell to my knees crying. "common miss...lets wait in the lobby...they'll tell us when he's stable." she led me back to the lobby.

"this is the second time he's been like this I hope he makes it." I shivered with used tissue in my hand. I learned that she was Jamaica and her name was Jaline Yusuga. "he's your boyfriend?" she asked. "kinda well...I'm not shure." I wiped my eyes. "look you should go home. it already 9 at night...I'll call you." she handed my shoulder. "no. I cant. I want to wait." I sobbed. "he'll be fine I promise...I'll make shure." she smiled. "thank you so much."I hugged her. "ill see you tomorrow." she walked me out the door. "bye." I waved. we were practically best friends now. I just really hope that Prussia will be okay under her care. I really do.