you are mine [ vmin ff ]

chapter 12

Memories...

People say, make your memories beautiful, then you will be delighted when you remembering those in future. But..... What if we couldn't make our memories beautiful, it's happened it's own way and so painful to even remember, to think about it.
What will you do?. What anyone can do? It's all happened!! You can only hope if we can turn time to back. That's it!!..

That's what jimin doing now..
he really wishing to turn the time and  want to stop at the moment where his mother leaving his own father behind. Taking him along with her to her new founded lover's home!!.
He wanted to say to his mother don't go to that man's house. Jimin want to beg to his own mother to stay  with his father..
if he could do all these , maybe he can save his mother's life..
but it's only his hope.. there's no way we can turn the time back.
It's already happened. It's all now became memories..
bad memories that he tried to buries somewhere for years.. But.. when Taehyung mentioned his mother. He can't help but remember those,..

the way his mother died infront of his own eyes.
Naked..
surrounded by a group of desired Wolfs.. her eyes looking painfully at her new lover's face. Finally her body gives up can't take anymore. The woman took her last breath in a very unappreciated condition.

Overstimulation.

That's what the young jimin heard as his mother's death reason..

10 years ago
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The eight years old boy was standing infront of his school gate waiting for his friends to walk home. But these days he really don't like to go back to that place..
well...
The reason was his own parents.. recently they started to fight. Not a little arguments a clear fight.
Jimin's mom will come back to the home at anytime and demand money from his dad, but as a man who runs a little canteen, he didn't have much money to lavish..

money..

it's from all started. Little jimin remember as daylight as how his mother and father loved each other. Theirs was love marriage. And had a beautiful little son. They were happy until, his mother greed for money and the urge of showing off things to other people increased!!.

She was like making grand dinner almost everyday and buying a lots of clothes and accessories. But it's all was out of jimin's father's limit.
Time by time his father's patient broke. They started to fight from little arguments to biggest fights.. inbetween that they forgot jimin. They didn't seem to mind how will jimin feel seeing them fight. And these days his mother started being really suspicious even the little boy can say it.

Jimin sighed sadly his mouth turning into pout making his chubby face so adorable. He looked at his tiny hands and sighed again. Jimin turned back to his friends and waved at them.

Soon the toddlers all started to walk together. Some have their parents with them.. jimin had so many friends at that time.
"Jiminiee.." little hoseok called him squishing jimin's both cheeks in his tiny hand mumbling'cute'.
He laughed at his best friend and interwined their fingers and started walk fastly swinging their hands.. jimin was so happy at that moment to forgot his problems, he was smiling hear to hear..
soon they reached his home all of his friends waved at him bidding goodbyes. Jimin slowly walked towards his home but halted when he sees a strange man standing infront of the door. Jimin walked up to him eyes narrowing. The man gave him a little smile that looked absolutely fake.
The latter started feel nervous, he looked at the stranger one more time and entered into the house. He can hear his dad's shout already. That's when jimin decided to go to the kitchen, he saw his mother and father coming down, his mother has a bag in hands.
The elder man is begging to the woman don't do it. But it's went white noise to his mother, she walked towards jimin completely ignoring mr.park.
" Hana!. Don't do this okay. We have a child .. don't ruin our family please..."
The man fell on his knees desperately. Jimin also started to cry seeinng his father in this state. It's true that jimin love his father more than his mother.
"No way.. can't you see.. my heart already belong to someone who can take care of me better.. and I gave birth to him. He is my son, So he will live with me". She spat sharply.
His mother grabbed his hand and dragged him outside. Jimin want nothing other than to run back to his father. But he didn't.. well can't blame a 8 year old child for wanting to be with his own mother. So he went with her and the stranger he met earlier.
And now he regret it..

.........

It's been one or two weeks since jimin and his mother moved in this house. Jimin felt completely suffocating. He can't behave like how he used to be in his own home. Hana didn't let jimin to attend school. She forced him to spend day and night in a room alone.

As for his mother, on the first three or four days she was so happy like no other.
Waking up in her lover's arm everyday going to shopping in day time and having sex through all night don't even care about a child witnessing all this.
Day by day things started turn south. The man she loves started behaving strangely. The affection He showed slowly started disappeare.
Lately, she did see that the other took photos of her during sex. Forcing him over her in unexpected time.  And this continued.

Now jimin was sitting his room sniffling. He miss his father so much. The latter wiped the y
Tears with his chubby hands and started to look outside.
That's when he heard noise of bell ringing outside and a group of grownup men's voice following. He heard his mother's voice welcoming them.
As time passed a lot of laughing and cheer's sounds heard from down stairs.

Suddenly everything became silent, jimin titled his head confused. A loud scream of his mother echoed through the house and her scream became muffled by something right after that.
Jimin's eyes widened and he ran towards his room's door slightly opening it without making any noise. He slowly walked towards the stairs and the sight the child saw infront of him was so inappropriate, none of any child shouldn't see that, no one can describe the kid's situation now.
Jimin was watching with a pounding heart, how those men peeling off his mother's clothes one by one. And his mother's mouth was stuffed with one of the man's private area as little jimin knows.
Tears are flowing down her face, the fragile woman was wiggling from the monsters grip who surrounded her like hungry wolves. On otherside her son was watching it without blinking.
Jimin don't know what they are doing, but he knows that whatever they doing is not right. It's really hurting his mother. The latter's knees started shake as he fumbled down on his knees. Jimin want to cry but his body became numb.
He wants to run to his mother and save her!. But what can he do?. He is a little boy afterall.

As he witness as how those men abusing his mother one by one, his mother stopped moving. Blood gushing down from her thigh to leg.
Jimin took a heavy breath as he saw his mother's eyes stopped moving, it's wide open. Jimin keeps looking at her who lay ther like a statue with open eyes.
"Mom". He mumbled his voice shaking.
Those men finally left there one by one after getting what they wanted spitting on the dead body.
After they finally out of his sight jimin stood up and ran towards the naked numb body lying on the floor, his knees trembling like a leaf. The boy kneeled infront his mother shaking her with his trembling hands.

"Mom wake up". His voice come out as a broken whisper. He started to cry and shout. Sobbing into his two hands. But there's no reply from the other woman.
Suddenly he started to feel a cold shiver  ran down to his spine. He looked at his mother again. Tears streaming down like waterfall. Slowly everything started become blurry, jimin felt his head heavy, everything became dark. Finally blacking out.

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