you are mine [ vmin ff ]

chapter 18

"I need to talk you about Taehyung, my lil brother!".
Finally jimin looked up giving his full attention, hearing the elders name somehow made jimin curious.

They both sat down on a nearby bench.  The soft breeze swirling around them made jimin nervous for unknown reason, he cleared his throat, all in ears and looked up at the older giving him a nod with a small smile urging the other to carry on..

Namjoon nodded back, his eyes focusing to the distant like he trying to make up in his head before speaking out loud.

"Back in days... he was a sweet boy you know".

He paused smiling he looked down biting his lips and raised his head, those siren eyes suddenly caught on a leaf that was falling  down leaving all the other leaves behind, it reminds him of himself. Who left his younger brother behind!.

The taller took a deep breath and continued..
"When our mother was alive.. Taehyung was mama's boy while i love spend my most Time with father, you know what?! When we playing games.. he always group up with mom and i was with dad.. during those times even the little conflict and fights felt warm, it was caused by care and love..". He paused for sometime and continued

"Taehyung was the youngest amongst us, so we all liked to spoil him showerd him with love and presents and he was the cutest thing for me".
He took a break turning to jimin who looks really attentive. Namjoon has to resist himself not to squeeze the younger's face in his hands from how cute the latter was looking at the moment.

" But later everything shattered.. they say women are the pillar of the house, it's indeed true because after mother's death dad became distant, he forgot about us.. for m-e... for me he was everythi-ng, a person whom I looked up.. I couldn't accept his dis-tance.. I lost my mom forever and my dad is ignoring me.. always be-ing angry at us.. treat-ing us like we are his ene-mies.. I...i coul-dn't take it.. th- that's wh-y i-i left..".
By this the taller was crying his heart out his tone was broken.. it was filled with guilty, he was regretting his decision on leaving his brother all alone with his father at that time.
Jimin was stunned he don't know what to do, but still he slowly snaked his one arm around other's shoulder patting lightly on his arms.. he is awkward with skinship with others.. you can't blame him though.

Namjoon wiped his face with his two palms, it was really sad to watch a man with strong looks crying so brokenly. Once again he turned towards the smaller.

" Jimin-ah after I left.. he was all alone.. I know you hate him but please don't call him heartless.. everyone was unfair to him even a girl who he finally decided to loosen up back stabbed him.. he's not like that! my little brother is... h-e.. he is afraid to come down.. he is only cold outside but inside that man is desperate child who only wants love.. Taehyung is broken.. even though  I left that house I always had a connection with one of the maid to know his conditions but I was coward to face him.. my little one is suffering because of me.. I hope one day father will accept mother's death and realize his mistake even though it's late.. I- I hope so..".

Jimin still patted the others back and said.

" everything will be alright hyung!..".

The cliche! but it was enough for namjoon.

" yeah I know.. but I need your help!".

Jimin raised his eyebrows not understanding what other meant. Namjoon smiled at him his dimples are showing which made the other to swoon over that.

" after a long time you are the one he is cares for.. I know you are probably thinking that taehyung is doing all of this only because your father asks him to.. but did your dad really told him to do all these??. No!, but besides if he really puts effort into dropping and picking you up amongst all of his busy schedule, atleast he acknowledge your existence".
He laughed at his own word at the last.
Jimin still looked at the elder for not knowing what's he intented.

" what iam saying is.. can you atleast try to make him understand that he don't have to do this.. behaving like this only makes people to hate him more.. can you please try to help him come out of his shell, to make him understand what's life.. can you?!! Please.. ".
At this point namjoon was begging.. jimin nodded his head agreeing but even himself don't know what's the meaning of life he himself is miserable human being suffering  from his own insecurities.
But still he agreed somewhere in his heart want to be the one to bring other joyness his own wounds can wait..

The bell rings letting the both of them know that the lunchtime is over!!. They both hurried to their respective classes but jimin's head was clouded with thoughts about Taehyung and Taehyung only!..  and he made a decision!!.

At the evening when taehyung came to picks him up he didn't lower his head like always he looked up at the other in eyes.. he don't know where he got the courage from he walks towards the other while smiling brightly which surprised Taehyung.
He stopped right in front of Taehyung still smiling while looking directly into the other's eyes.
" Let's go home.. Taehyung- ssi..".
He cheerfully Said and turned on his heels to got in the car. Taehyung followed him and started the engine.

His eyes were wide and confused unlike his usual cold demeanour!!.