It's All Love

Once Again..

So I got fucked up and everybody in the house heard it like it was embarrassing asf they didn't hear me if they wasn't standing beside the door cause I'm not them extra ass bitches but apparently they was beside the door now this was 3 months ago and if you haven't gotten the picture by now I'm basically finna have a human. And no don't nobody know cause idk I haven't told Quinn cause idk I might have to fuck his ass up but I was and today was gone be the day where them words slipped outta my mouth or the actions revealed he was finna know today.

Me: Quinn

Quinn: Bitch stop running into the wall

Me: Bae

Quinn: Bitch make a left

Me: Can you hear meeeeee??

Quinn: Brooo! Go to the fucking left!

Me: Quinntavious Elijah Jones!

Quinn: WHAT?!

Me: Never fucking mind *Gets up and goes to the bathroom*

Maddie: *Comes in* Ummm don't be yelling and my bsf nigga, Li Liiii

Me: What?!

Maddie: I- ok..you tryna go out?

Me: Noooo

Maddie: No?? You sure

Me: Maddie I don't wanna go out

Maddie: Pleaseee

Me: NO!

Maddie: ...Ok *Leaves*

King: What's wrong with you?

Maddie: My heart hurt

King: Why?

Maddie: Because Li Li don't wanna go out with me

King: Girl

Maddie: She's never said no we went out last week and she didn't even touch a drink or get a dance

King: Well hell

Quinn really had me fucked up I'm finally tryna tell him I'm yk and he yelling at me and shit like tf is wrong with his ass I had to tell somebody cause wearing all of these baggy ass clothes ain't cutting it and like yk I wasn't finna tell Maddie damn sure wasn't finna tell Kingston and sure in tf wasn't finna tell my dad that nigga would go crazy so the last person left was mom.

Vicky: Liyah come here

Me: *Goes in Vicky's room* Hm?

Vicky: You ok? You ain't been yourself lately

Me: *Shakes head*

Vicky: Come sit down and spill it all

Me: *Lays under her*

Vicky: I'm listening

Me: *Sighs* Would you be mad at me if..I ever did something stupid

Vicky: Like?

Me: Like..um...

Vicky: Just say it sweetheart

Me: Like.. getting pregnant...

Vicky: No ofc not..are you pregnant?

Me: ...yea

Vicky: That's great honey

Me: No it's not

Vicky: Why not?

Me: *Shrugs*

Vicky: Have you told Quinn?

Me: No..

Vicky: You know how far you are?

Me: Well...3..

Vicky: Weeks? Days?

Me: Months

Vicky: Aaliyah what?? 3 months and you haven't told anybody

Me: *Sits up* I'm sorry jeez

Vicky: I understand that you-

Me: I don't need to be lectured ok I said I'm sorry damn you can't expect me to just come up to you or anybody and just be like "Oh yea I'm pregnant btw" because that's not how it works wtf else do you want a whole ass paragraph *Leaves*

I just felt like everybody was just being irritating so I got in my car and left because i just didn't wanna be around none of them not my dad Maddie, King, Quinn, and not even Vicky the truth is I don't wanna have a baby but I don't want a abortion because those are stupid and I damn sure wasn't finna care a child for nine months just to give him or her up to somebody else I didn't want a baby because I've lost 2 babies because of Jimmy which is why I killed him. I was a mess everytime something goes good everything takes a turn maybe it was time for me to go back home even if I didn't wanna be there I don't wanna be here.