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"And I wouldn't be worth of something perfect when I'm not perfect. No one is perfect."
A few days after, I understood what his statement was.
I was sitting on the sofa with my friend, which was asking me formy advice on the topic how should he propose to his girlfriend. He was nervous because he couldn't decide if he wanted to propose to her in public or private.
When I heard the door, I realised that I didn't tell Atlantic that my friend was coming over, but I didn't think it would be a problem.
He was so mad.
I didn't even do something wrong. My friend just neededan opinion on how should he propose to his girlfriend. Atlantic was mad when he saw him and I.
Atlantic kicked him out of our apartment, and I don't think he will ever want to have something to do with me.
His statement made sense. And I understood it when his first slap hit me, and then I had enough time to think about it while he grabbed a fist full of my hair and hit my head on the table like it was a basketball.
When he stoped, we were both crying. I was crying from the pain and he was begging me to forgive him.
I never thought Atlantic would do something like this. Of such jealousy or behaviour. I've always saw him as a calm and rational person. When I was thinking about him, I was thinking about an ocean. A calm one.
But even the deepest and calmest oceans, were hiding the most mayhem.
But neither did I thought I would ever do something like this. I've forgiven him.
Because it was just a slip. Which won't repeat. He just thought that I was cheating on him. It's normal. Every couple have their fights.
Even if I did nothing wrong.
But a few weeks after that incident, it happened again.
That little slip, started to become a crack.
This time, he didn't beg for forgiveness.
"I am so sorry," was all he said and left.
Oh, how much I wish you would have begged me for forgiveness that night Atlantic. I would've forgiven you one more time and maybe another one.
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