IT WAS A RAINY NIGHT. Wrapped in a warm blanket, the brunette smiles as she saw her best friend run around with her puppy.
Some things never change — she thinks, smiling. Hana and her had ended up buying an apartment and sharing after graduating and she couldn't be more happy.
But there were things that kept her up at night. For instance, Kim Taehyung. It has been four years already, and she was yet to forget about him. About his smile, his eyes, his laugh.
About how his every gaze left her flustered, how his every little touch sent comfort through her nerves.
Everything rung around like a distant memory in her mind, feeling like a haze. There was no reason for her to lie to herself.
She missed him a lot. Every little thing about him. Although the logical part of her told her she did the right thing, just sometimes, the part of her that she completely gave away to Kim Taehyung, blamed her for leaving him standing there that night, right after kissing him so passionately and longingly.
She remembered that moment clearly. It was first snow and fate had played such terrible game on her. Where lovers meet on first snow, she had to leave him.
Than there was a huge part also missing in her life. Her friends. At first, when much to her happiness, the boys debuted in a group together, she was ecstatic.
But those phone calls drifted away, those text messages fading and it finally led to loosing touch. She couldn't blame them. Unlike her, they had a busy schedule, she recalled Jimin complaining a lot about it.
But watching them on TV calmed her nerves a lot. And it might come off as a surprise, but Hana was a huge fan of their music.
And it led to binge watching their videos with Hana a lot. To some extent, it made her feel like she was still there with them even though she wasn't.
To see all of them smile and laugh, it eased her no matter how much she died of missing them. Wanting to see them.
" .....what say? "
" mhm? " she blinks softly, " What? " Hana smiles softly, jumping over and wrapping herself around the girl like a leech. Y/n chuckles, " I wasn't listening, Hana. "
Compared to her high school appearance, personality wise, Hana had just changed so much. Y/n loved her nonetheless.
She hated physical affection back than, but she now, she wouldn't survive a day without cuddling her.
