His regrets

The beginning

  Jared's Pov

Gaby please I would never leave you again, infact I will marry you ,stay with you all my life, but please leave Rikki out of this .I said crying hard,it has being three freaking days filled with tortured ,No food just being wiped and punched.

Ohhhhh please when you broke up with me did you forget that I am evil,a badass bitch a fucking gangster and am heartless.she screamed .

You are not,I said shaking my head I knew she was dangerous ,I knew she was a ganster but I didn't care .You are nice and very kind ,I added .

Stop with the sweet words mister Jared James,she said as she chained me to two pillars,I was feeling pain all over my body, blood was flowing out of my body without care,the cold was not helping at all.the ware house is so dark ,the door opened and I saw Gaby go out .I was crying seriously ,the pain is something that I could not take ,I am freaking fifteen.i remember seeing her two years ago,she was crying and looked so innocent and her belly tattoo of a phoenix made her look hot , immediately she looked at me with those eyes,those eyes that made me fall in love with her immediately I saw it .I know that she was into drugs and she was part of a gang,I didn't care ,I thought I could change her ,I thought I was even changing her all this while .but she fooled me completely,Gaby was so evil ,but despite that, despite the pain she is causing me right now ,what she will do next that I totally have no clue ,I still love her ,that is what is hurting me,I am in love with  a monster .I couldn't help but scream as I cried harder,the door of the warehouse opened and Gaby pushed something inside probably something to hurt me more ,the stuff fell on the ground and I heard a scream,I am dreaming right now right,am dreaming ,that scream felt too familiar,she removed something from the sack ,the stuff was short, please oh no i was fucking right .Gaby kidnapped Rikki,I felt like screaming,I felt like fighting but all I did was stare,I felt numbed .

Gaby why did u cover me with sack , Rikki said smiling as she tugged at Gaby shirt,you said you had a surprise for me, please can I see it ,i didn't open my eyes.she smiling again.
 
Get your filthy hands off me,Gaby screamed, Rikki couldn't help but cry.

Gaby, did I do something wrong,she said sobbing,my little sister was crying because of Gaby,I wanted to hate her but I couldn't.

Your brother did something wrong and you will suffer for it ,she said as she switched the light on .I shut my eyes immediately but I opened it when I heard a gasp.

Jay, Rikki whisper shivering,she was crying seriously because of me .I burst into tears again.

Oh dear Geeezus ,I love this she said laughing like a maniac as she held a chain in her hands.

Gaby please Leave Rikki out of this ,I tried to say but it came out as a whisper.

Leave her out of this,hell No ,you broke up with me,you broke my heart and the only way to get back at u is by killing someone you love the most in the world,which is no other than Rikki. she said as she started putting the chain on Rikki neck.

Gabby Jay is sorry,he loves you we both know that . Rikki said shivering,she was six ,a little girl will get hurt because of me today,I said to myself.

Shut up  you bitch,or else I will make your death so painful,she said almost like screaming.

Death,I send as I felt cold  run down my spine.

Of cause Jared James,your poor Rikki will die ,she said as she hanged Rikki up.

Oh no,my God this can't be happening,Gaby please am begging you,for the sake of the live I have for you, please let Rikki go. I said crying.

Love,you ended the love,do I need to remind you of that,she said pulling the chain.

Jay please tell Gaby to stop,I don't want the surprise anymore. Rikki said struggling to breathe.

The poor girl still don't understand what is going on .I struggled to remove myself from the chain but it was too hard ,I was crying, screaming, struggling and begging.but what happened next made me realize that I was not dreaming anymore it was real, Gabby released the Chain and Rikki fall lifelessly on the floor.i felt numb my head couldn't process what just happened.

It hasn't end yet,Gaby said to herself,she got down with an electric saw ,like a very sharp one.my heart was beating so fast.she moved to Rikki body which lay lifeless on the floor,she put on the saw and right in my presence,the love of my life cut my sister dead body into pieces and I couldn't do anything , immediately the door of the ware opened,my mom and dad with police came in.my mom burst into tears when she saw me ,I just kept staring ,when she looked down she saw Rikki pieces body and she passed out.i felt so weak ,I saw Gaby dragged out by the police men she was smiling,I felt shattered,I felt broken,I embraced the darkness around me hearing my dad voice and siren.i passed out

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I woke up feeling hurt,the dream is back ,my past won't stop haunting me,I murder my own sister indirectly.i destroyed and broke every single thing I saw in my room.

Jared ,I heard my mom say as she rushed into my room,I was angry,I was mad at myself for not doing anything .

It happening again,my dad said as he entered inside.i felt like killing myself,I felt like hurting myself until Rikki is satisfied.my mom pulled me into a hug,I felt myself cooling down and I fell asleep.

Author Note

Geez,am so happy it took a lot to write this story,I freaking list the book like four times,I love writing in jotters before publishing them on Wattpad. I feel so bad for Jared like he suffered alot.i want you guys to tell me how u feel about the story.Let do some calculation

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