poisonous || minchan

6

do you remember dragging me to jisung, wanting our hostility to end already?

i told you no, but you wouldn't hear it. we couldn't keep behaving like children.

apparently, you had asked jisung what had happened between us, instead of asking me.

how could you ask jisung?

of course he was more than happy to tell you how i broke his heart. how i cruelly broke up with him, leaving him without any explanation to my erratic behaviour.

you took me to him, and told me to apologise.

you never even bothered to ask me if any of it was true. you just assumed.

when i refused, jisung sighed and rolled his eyes. 'i told you he wouldn't, chan. he hasn't changed one bit.'

you shook your head. 'no, he is kind. he's an amazing person. love, please, just get it over with so you two can be friends again.'

i still can't believe you made me do that. i know i never told you, but after this i hadn't wanted to. jisung hit me time and time again, even though he was younger than me. yes, i left without explanation, but i don't think i owed him any.

jisung looked so smug when i apologised. 'see, that wasn't so hard,' you had said. you looked proud, and kissed my cheek.

i fled to the bathrooms and puked. felix found me and patted my back as i emptied my stomach into the toilet.