poisonous || minchan

11

do you remember treating me like a prince after that?

we went on dates again, and you paid for everything.

you seemed to think you could buy my love back. fill my head with new memories to drive away the picture that lived in my mind rent-free.

and maybe it worked.

you were so sweet. you put me first again.

it reminded me of when we just met, when you hadn't even befriended changbin. the days i showed you around the city. you remember, right?

maybe i knew this would be temporary. maybe i knew this attention wouldn't last, and that you would run back to changbin and jisung soon enough.

but you made me smile again, and that was all i needed for a while.

felix and hyunjin kept telling me how you weren't good for me. how you were toxic, and i should be careful. i defended you, telling them they should mind their own business.

you were still saying sorry for what you had done, but i had already forgiven you. i just hoped it wouldn't happen again.

though now that i think about it, that would have hurt less.