Hey guys I know it's been a long ass time since I've been on here and let's just say in the few years like probably 4 years to be exact that I've been gone so much has happened in those last few years. First, I lowkey forgot my password so I couldn't update it or my email till today and also after I graduated high school and went to college for a few years I stopped going because at the time I was very depressed and was failing my classes. During that same year in 2017 I came out to my mom a pansexual but now I just say I'm queer she didn't approve at first but now she does but anyways but to the college stuff, I knew I shouldn't have went to college after just graduating but my mom was pressuring me to go so I had no choice but to go and I was 20 at the time but now I'm 24 and still haven't gone back even if I've gotten better mentally. Now I'm 2019 I met a girl online on a mobile game me and get started dating so our relationship was long distance since she live in Hawaii and I'm from Florida but after 6 months I went to see her and let's say those 3 weeks were amazing but when it was time for me to come back home our relationship started to go down hill so much happen and though I still love her we ended things our relationship became toxic after almost a year of dating. We still keep in contact here and there but not much. So after that I got back into streaming to distract myself, I stream on Twitch @FiveDolls I stream a variety of games but mostly apex. But anyways I got to be affiliated with then and honestly life was getting better for me. Now last year I met this girl who makes me feel so good about myself me and her have only been dating for a few months but I've known her for almost half a year now and honestly I can say she makes me feel enough when I used to struggle with myself and I love her for that. Finally this app has changed so much since the last time I updated this small book of mines. Thank you all for the past support and who knows maybe I'll update again with some spicy stuff 🤫
