So me, my best friend "K"and our friend "Y" (I'm using their first initials so it won't be confusing) have had our ups and down throughout high school up until graduation but things have changed here's a little back story.
I met both of them freshman year in my technology we became friends. Me and K became friends right away we both liked Kpop but we became best friends when we both knew we loved gaming and EDM music both of us wanting to go to ultra here in Miami.
(Sorry for me blabbering about my problems you don't have to read it I just wanted to get it out my system)
Me and "Y" became close friends we both relate to each other a lot with some of the things that has happened to the two of us eventually I started to like him and he liked me but I soon found out that he had a girlfriend when we came back from summer break and that hurt me a lot that I couldn't trust him so I cut him off never speaking to him until senior year when he came up to me and my best friend so I decided why not work things out and be friends again.
Anyways during senior year I had my best friend for one class but she switched classes and got AP art with my friend "Y" so I made new friends in my technology class and it was fun with them in there that we made our own group chat on Snapchat with five of us and so I spent more time talking to them then my best friend "K" and "Y" because in all honesty I felt alone because they had each other for two classes so they spent more time together the only time I got to see my best friend would be during lunch when I would skip to their lunch or when I would wait for her after school. ("Y" would get mad with me because all I seem to talk about were my other friends like what else was I supposed to talk about me hating my classes everyday no that's boring so I would tell them about the crazy shit we did in class to annoy our teacher)
Anyways with my other group of friends I would go to the movies with them and for some reason that hurt my best friend because I spent more time with them then I did with her and "Y" so there were times where we stop talking. See whenever I texted her I would wait half and hour or even an hour to get a response back so I assumed she was busy but that would happen a lot so I gave up texting her. I even had a crush on her but she was too straight that she said she would never date a girl.
But then something happened during winter break I left to go to Texas for the two weeks me, her and our friend "J" (Who was a close guy friend to the two of us) had a chat and the chat was crazy but funny anyways when me and my family were making our way back to Florida her and "Y" called me to tell me something and so she told me her and "J" were going out that hit me really hard that I didn't sleep because she told me "J" was a close friend of hers and she would never date her close friend well in the end she did.
So when they started going out I began hanging out with my other friends because I felt like a third wheel with her and her boyfriend. Every time I talked to them it didn't feel the same. She doesn't try anymore to talk to me I try but it's always ends up being small talk and I love and miss her I try to make plans to hangout (All because my friend "Y" said I don't try communicating with them because I never tell them my feelings I always lie when they ask how I'm feeling because that's the only time they really talk to me since they try to help) but every weekend she either goes to her boyfriend house or he goes to her house not once have I ever been to her house in the 4 years that we've been friends.
Anyways I don't think she should get upset that I hang out with my other friends if she isn't willing to make plans to hang out with me and as of right now she hasn't talked to me since graduation with was on the 6th on this month. Life sucks right now when your best friend doesn't feel like your best friend anymore because she has a boyfriend now.
