DESTINATION:LOVE | TEAJINKOOK - PART 1

Chapter 19

LOL

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Jin's POV:

"Babe, what are you saying?" Jungkook asked confused and we stopped dancing. He looked at me as if I were crazy.

"Come. We not gonna talk about this here." Jungkook said and pulled me by my hand outside from the ball-hall. We passed by two vampires who were making out and I can swear on my life it was Jimin. We ignored them and continued to the main door. Suddenly Jungkook stopped and took me to one empty room.

"Now, tell me what is going on in your head," Jungkook said upset, and placed his hand on his face.

"Jungkook...I thought about it for a long time. I have never been as happy as I am now. I want to live like this forever. I want to live with you, Jimin, and..." I stopped for a while and decided to ignore my thoughts about Taehyung.

"I want to stay with you and enjoy my life," I said and grabbed Jungkook's hands. 

"Babe, you don't know what you are asking for." He said and tilted his head back with a sigh.

"I know it is against the law and..."

"No, Jin! You know that law means nothing to me when it comes to you." Jungkook said frustrated and stared right into my eyes.

"I am just..." Jungkook stopped and looked like he didn't want to finish the sentence.

"What? What is the reason then? You don't want to be with me? You want me to die one day? What is it?" I yelled at him, anger boiling inside me.

"Jin! You don't even know how much you mean to me! I want you to stay with me forever and even longer!" Jungkook yelled at me back.

"Then why don't you want me to transform?!" I asked as I put my hands on Jungkook's cheeks. I stroked his cheeks and tried to go closer to him, but he pushed my hands away and turned away from me.

"Because I am scared, ok? I am fucking scared I will lose you! Do you know how dangerous the transformation is?" Jungkook said defeated. I stared into his back that was facing me. I slowly approached him and hugged his waist from behind.

"You will lose me anyway. If you won't transform me, I will die one day. And it can happen anytime or for any reason. Because of age, illness, accident or...suicide." As I finished the sentence, he abruptly turned around in my arms.

"What did you say?" He asked and stared at me with dark eyes. I stared at him back and was a little scared.

"Sui-what?!" Jungkook yelled and I took a step back.

"Jin, I am warning you. If you will ever think about taking your own life, I will strap you in my apartment and never let you go!" Jungkook said in a low and convincing voice as he slowly went towards me. 

"So, you have no problem imprisoning me for the rest of my life but can't transform me?" I stuttered but tried to act brave.

"Even though you know it will make me happy?" I asked and then I felt a wall beside my back. His rage eyes watched my every movement. And then I took all my braveness, looked right into his eyes, and spoke.

"If you won't help me, I will ask someone else," I said and Jungkook's eyes immediately changed. Was it fear that I saw in his eyes?

"No, Jin. You cannot ask just someone for this." He said and his voice sound a little worried.

"Why? You don't want to help me." I said and pouted like a little brat.

"It is not that I don't want to help. I told you why I cannot do it." He said and stroked my cheek.