♠︎ VENEREAL ── | JJK FF

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝟵

𝒀/𝑵 𝑷𝒐𝒗

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Just as the both of us were indulged in having our after sex talk we heard a cracking knock on the door, followed by someone's voice. 

Panic arose in me as the fear of being caught lingered all throughout my mind. Even though we both are adults and have the right to make our own choice, his career, and my whole life is on the line. Jerking my head back to look at Jungkook with scared eyes, he rather on the other hand was merrily cleaning himself and wearing his clothes. 

What the hell is this man? Not giving two shits about the man standing right behind that door. This person was capable of draining out years of success his and my future

"What are we going to do?"

I quietly whispered being cautious of not graving the attention of the man standing outside the door. 

"Nothing, just dress up"

His voice showed no sign of panic rather he was absolutely calm and unbothered. At this point, I was questioning if I should listen to him or argue with him and ask for the reasoning behind his actions.

One thing I know for sure is that this man likes to stay ahead in his game, so I think I shall go with the flow. Getting up I cleaned myself with the tissues wore my clothes and settled my look back to normal. While I was getting ready he cleaned the place, which we had turned into a cumdump.

"Hello, is anyone there?"

Just as I was about to call for him the man outside approached again. Glancing at Jungkook, he still was quiet and cleaning everything. Shall I say something? Probably not. Let it be.

After some minutes the man's departing footsteps could be heard, indicating he left the place.

"What was that"

I questioned him, as now he was just putting his tie to its original place.

"Ignorance is bliss"

Saying so he walked off the door and off to the school corridor. While I stood there with nothing but shock. He just- What is he? One moment he is so in love and lust and the other he is mysterious and cold. But can I blame him after thinking about what relationship we have? 

What are we exactly?

Nothing. Just two people having sex with no emotions. But it shouldn't matter to me shall it? No, it shouldn't. I can't start to want to have a romantic feeling between us, I can't love him. I know I can't or he will leave me shattered. 

If I fall in love, no one will be blamed but me. So I should be careful from now on. I have to.

Chatters of a bunch of people echoed throughout the room while drizzling rain poured from above the sky. The sky had painted itself dark, hiding the light from all of us.  Today was a weird day. Somehow there was something sad about me, I felt sad. But it's weird how I don't know why I feel weak, sad, even when I had such an intense sexual moment with one of the hottest men I had ever seen.

The sense of contentment was not there in me.

"Hey Y/n"

Turning around I saw Eva walk in with someone next to her. Scanning him up and down I was confused with her actions and sudden approach.

"Meet him Y/n, He's my boyfriend"

"Boyfriend?"

The handsome boy extended his hands for a shake, while I stood there frozen, not able to digest my best friend's sudden announcement.

"Hi, I am Eunwoo, Nice to meet you"

He was tall, charming, polite, and quite handsome I must say. However he was new, maybe he was a new admission

"H-hi, I am sorry I am just a little shocked as to- I- um-I what shall I say?"

I fell short of words, this whole thing was so new to me.

"No issues Y/n, I understand it must be pretty shocking for you to get this info out of the blue"

He chuckled while flashing a big smile to me. Looking to Eva, he looked at her with warmth and love, snaking his arms around her waist before facing me.

"But I couldn't help approaching your beautiful friend, Y/n"

Eva was a blushing mess, while Eunwoo was flirting with her. After all this time my friend found happiness in someone but why am I not happy. Why do I feel I am lacking somewhere?

I felt something else when I was supposed to feel happy for them why did I feel-

Jealous

Jealous of the fact I don't have such happiness, I don't have someone who can hold me in their arms like that, all of it feels different now. So different.

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