𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝟭𝟬

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All-day was pretty normal, except for the fact Eva and Eunwoo were flirting all throughout. I felt such a third wheel, but nevertheless, I felt happy for both of them. 


They really do love each other.


It's raining pretty hard now. The pouring sound of rain coming down was echoing through the place. I stood at the stairs looking down at everyone walking by. Everybody was walking back home under their umbrella. Some had their boyfriend holding them close protecting them from the rain, some had their girlfriends holding their hands and walking down the rain. 


A few had their parents walking them back home


But I had no one


I stood there all alone in the rain, lost in my thoughts. I had no one to pick me up, somehow this pain of loneliness spread all across my heart like wildfire. Was this the reason behind my sadness?

Loneliness


All my life I searched for love. I can't deny that I am greedy for love, I am. And such moments like this make me feel all alone. They make me feel as if I am poor, not because I don't have all the luxuries but I don't have the warmth of love.



"Hey What are you doing in the rain?"



Looking back I saw Jungkook standing there with his bag, and an umbrella in his other hand. I couldn't help but wonder why he was doing this? Does he like me? Or does he like my body. Thinking about this a tear escapes my eyes, falling down my cheeks.


"Baby, what's wrong, Hmm"

Coming closer to me, he wiped my tears away, making me look into his eyes.


Look. Now he is sad for me, he is showing love and care. It's confusing as to how he sometimes loves me but sometimes just doesn't care if I am hurt or not.



"Tell me, did someone hurt you, I swear I will kill them"

A light chuckle left my mouth, smiling. I looked at him and smiled.


"Don't care too much for me, I don't wanna fall in love with you"

He was taken aback by my response, of course, he wasn't expecting me to say this. His mouth opened to say something but, nothing came out.  I knew this was hard for him to comprehend but this was needed. I don't want to fall in love and be broken apart. I know I have feelings for him, but it's better to end them now, rather than later.


"I love you"

"W-what"


"I love you, a lot Y/n. I did all of this because I love you. I know I might have not been able to bring control to my sexual needs but there hasn't been a day where I haven't thought of you. You can call it love or you can call it nothing, but you have what I want. You make me go crazy for you and I want you, emotionally, physically and sexually all for me"

 You make me go crazy for you and I want you, emotionally, physically and sexually all for me"

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What did he just say? He does what? I don't know what to say. I liked him a lot, but I fear being broken apart. His words seemed to dive deep into my heart leaving me perplexed yet stunned by his confession. 


"What if you leave me? What if you leave just like everyone else? Leave me alone again"

His huge body scooted closer to me, grabbing me closer to his body. His warm and hard chest moved with mine. Throwing away his umbrella and bag, he held me with both his hands.


"Never"

With that being said I couldn't hold back from kissing him. Pulling him into a kiss full of love and passion. He kissed me back, with warmth. A gentle kiss. No hurry, no lust just pure love.



However, I was quick enough to pull back from this divine treat.

"We are still in school"


I breathed out, breathless from the kiss. Chuckling he nodded to my approach. Taking his umbrella and bag he walked me to his car. Stepping in, the car was colder than usual. The rain didn't intend on stopping, the drops of rain falling down on the roof of the car made a calming noise. 


Due to the rain, the windows of the car were mist on them, blurring the car from the other side. Starting the car, he carefully drove back to his place. He said he wanted to take me to his house, to which I agreed.


As we were crossing the bridge, he took his hands in mine holding me closer to him. Smiling, I was a little happy to find someone in this dark world. The drive back home was comfortable and quiet. It was calm. Stopping his car in front of his house, he looked at our hands. I was confused but waiting for him to reply back to me.


"𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙗𝙮"


└─────── ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀꜱ' ɴᴏᴛᴇ ──➤

Well well you all might not be prepared for all this but keep note, it was coming.

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