A/n: this chapter isn't about y/n and yoongi.
Jay 's pov:
Walking through the empty hallway, empty because all of the students have already been sent home. I am still here because our profesor, mr. Yang wanted me in his office. To discuss a few things as i am one of the top students who are graduating this year.
"Jay" i heard a soft voice which i know quite enough, i got out of my thoughts and turned back to her. She looked lost, for the first time in months, she looked sad.
She probably must be disappointed in me for my deeds. I looked into her green orbs which were staring back at my brown once. There was a awkward silence follow up, until i cleared my throat, to end the silence.
"What's up , mi re?" I asked her expect an answer, but instead of answering she looked at her shoes. Even tho i know what she wants to talk about but i just want to avoid that topic as much as i can.
"We are just gonna stand here like this?" I asked again, i hate how i am acting like a jerk right now. yuri will disown me if she heard this. but on my words mi re finally looked up , i can see tears in her eyes but i decided to ignore it.
"What's up , that's all you want to ask? Mr. Park jay, you have been ignoring me since night acting like nothing happened? What's with that huh? Is it totally fine with you?" She replied with venom in her tone. I looked at her blank , no expression, trying to keep a poker face.
She closed her eyes for a second, probably trying ro control her tears.
Flashback:
(The night when yuri told jay about y/n being married)
I looked at my surroundings, smell of alcohol filled my nostrils, who am i joking. Alcohol filled my whole system at the moment. I felt broken. My heart which was supposed to pump my blood and keep me alive, decided to play this game with me.
It fell in love with someone, who could never be mine , it decided to throw itself on someone who's heart already belongs to a guy. But can i blame it? I couldn't , how can it not fall for her.
She is so beautiful, so pure, so preety, so innocent, everything i could ever wish for, just perfect. How can i not fall for her. I could never get mad at her for not loving me back. From what yuri told me she's happy with her man, he treats her like a princess. He always keeps her safe and happy, and that's all i ask for.
Her to be happy. I can let her go, if she's happy then its worth it. But that doesn't help my heart. It still hurts , it hurts to the point i can't feel anything else except pain.
After finishing a bottle of whiskey, i decided to just leave the club before i get too drunk to walk. I made my way out of the bar, walking towards the road. I waited for a cab as i couldn't drive being drunk. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket to call for a cab.
"Jay, is that you" i heard and totally recognised the voice, mi re , i looked at her direction and smiled at her, which she reflected. "What are you doing here , its almost 7" i asked her, not breaking the eye contact.
" I can ask you the same, what are you doing here?" She asked as she walked towards me "are you drunk?" She asked probably feeling the smell of alcohol lingering around me. "maybe i am" i replied looking into her eyes, she chuckled a bit at my reaction, before walking a little bit more closer, "so yuri told you?" She asked making my eyes go wide
"What do you mean?" I asked trying to act clueless "don't you know? Yuri told you about y/n and her husband, yoongi?" She asked looking into my eyes. "Are you heart broken now? That's why you are drunk, right jay?" She added.
" How do you know?" She chuckled at my question "jay i might look dumb but i am not. i can see it in your eyes, how you look at her, the way your brain just ignores everything else and remembers her, but look here you are heart broken" she added not moving an inch.
I sighted in defeat before answering her "i am yuri, i indeed am heart broken but I'll move on. As quickly as i can" i said tears threatened to fall from my eyes. " I can help you with that" she said before getting on her toes, moving closer to me and before i knew, i could feel her hot lips on mine. Moving slowly.
I kissed back immediately, not knowing what else to do, she pulled me closer by holding nape or my neck. I kissed her until my sence knocked me up. 'damn fucker you like her bestfriend and here you are kissing her, don't mess with her emotions jay' i thought before i pushed her.
"I am too drunk for this, mire. Not now please" i said before running away and leaving here there.
(End of flashback)
"I already told you i was too drunk mi re" i said and tried not to look in her eyes.
She chuckled at my answer "are you not drunk now, you are sobber right? You can kiss me now, right jay? I told you that I can help you move on jay, please let me help you" she said with her tears falling out of her eyes.
"Why do you want to help me? You know i am heart broken and i might break you" i almost yelled at this point i was frustrated " because i love you jay" she yelled, trying to wipe her tears with her sweaters paw
" I love you, from the first damn time i saw you, i knew you would be the one to steal my heart, i wanted you but you wanted her. I watched your eyes as she walked by, you looked at her like she was the most beautiful person, and i agree with you, y/n indeed deserve every happiness in the world, but trust me jay her happiness is yoongi! Its him , she loves him. And i am the one who loves you, why can't you just give me a chance? Why can't you look at me with heart eyes? Why can't you let me take all the pain? Just let me be with you jay , even if you might break me, i want to be destructed by you jay, please give me a chance" she said not caring about anything else i just hugged her.
I know the feeling of loving someone who love someone else, i went through it and I can't let mi re suffer that pain, i just let her cry in my arms till she stopped sobbing and looked up at me.
" I am sorry i must have lost my mind" she said and tried to run away , but i held her wrist before she could do so, i pulled her towards me, slightly back hugging her. O felt her stiffen in my arms. I smile at how tense she got.
"You know what , even tho my heart is broken, it still feels safe with you around. How about i let you keep it?" I asked as she turned her head towards me, letting out a small 'huh'. "I mean would you like to be my girlfriend, miss. Kang mi re?"
Just as the world escaped my lips there was a big smile on her lips, my heart did a thing, it skipped a beat, how come i never noticed how pure her smile looked?
" I would love to" she said in a small voice, i gently kissed the top of her head.
Maybe my heart broke just for one reason, it wanted you to fix it
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