Hi dear readers it's been a long isn't it
I am so happy to say that I have finally finished the story and I have to say that it was a lot of work. not because this story was difficult to write or I didn't have any ideas about what to do.
It was a lot because, I went through a lot this year like this year brought happiness, made me gain self confidence and a lot of self love but in order to gain all of that I had to go through many things that I describe as though somehow I passed through it.
And at the end of all this it's still just me, I know many of you are not so confident in yourself and you are insecure, you want to be loved, you want someone to care for you, want someone to be there for you I know all this because I also wanted the same. but unfortunately you know that isn't possible if you are not happy with yourself nobody else can make you happy.
Of course there will be people who will tell you that the love you and they actually mean, cuz they really care for you. They they will be there for you in your hard Times.
But trust me you only need yourself because when you are in your room alone over thinking everything and breaking down in tears, nobody would be there for you at that moment only you can handle yourself, tell yourself that it was not your fault, it's not your responsibility to handle everything, it's not your responsibility to do things how others like and you are worth it.
You can tell yourself that you are not a disappointment just because they tell you that you are, those people who are telling you you are incomplete because themselves are incomplete the don't know how to handle their shit. They are just using you to get there anger out of themselves.
And let me tell you once you achieve this once you find out that defending yourself while they insult you, is not insulting them would be extremely happy because only then you would not blame yourself for the things happening, you are not the one to blame forever happens.
And a personal message from me is, don't let them use you don't let your emotions overtake. If you love them be there for them but don't just take every shit they give just because you love them. Because you are worth everything, you are precious, you deserve to be loved, to be happy, and you should never give up on something which makes you feel complete.
If somethings make you feel happy, it doesn't have to make sense to anybody else in the world trust me e if everybody things what you are doing is wrong but it feels right to you it is right
Because you are right, nobody can make you do something you don't want to do, by this I definitely don't mean to cut off anybody, I am just telling you it is better to, not drink something which is poison for you.
Anyway I said a lot, I just hope that you will consider whatever i said.
Thanks
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My Red Pearl || Min Yoongi
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